tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-176398202024-03-16T07:21:03.605+00:00ÇİLEKSUYUÇileksuyu Sibelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03911732606954816588noreply@blogger.comBlogger1745125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-17639820.post-9051879636249227352023-08-13T22:02:00.000+01:002023-08-13T22:02:01.190+01:00Pazar'lari Pek Severim #52<p></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEj5xQO6m2beRbeh5AaetlHlQcne7E3HDZfKm6zme4fB8S7P79NQTcyAwEnUGdQX2MSDCglJ1iZ5n23Hiytz63ChGbF4PS7xJpLkQHKeJB72AeFSEanyms7sYL0KYz7shJmC8taH9ZLnv-VSnorj8nOkLsb0OFrBHEBtYNHM0N9W6_HKUa9M3tPc2Q/s4032/IMG_8292.JPG" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="3024" data-original-width="4032" height="480" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEj5xQO6m2beRbeh5AaetlHlQcne7E3HDZfKm6zme4fB8S7P79NQTcyAwEnUGdQX2MSDCglJ1iZ5n23Hiytz63ChGbF4PS7xJpLkQHKeJB72AeFSEanyms7sYL0KYz7shJmC8taH9ZLnv-VSnorj8nOkLsb0OFrBHEBtYNHM0N9W6_HKUa9M3tPc2Q/w640-h480/IMG_8292.JPG" width="640" /></a></div><p><br /></p>Selam Dostlarim! Yilin 8. yazisina hosgeldiniz😁😁😁 Bahar'da yazmisim,sonra ortadan kaybolmusum.<p></p><p>Yukaridaki istatistiklere bakinca ben yokken gelmis bakmis birileri,cok sevindim;cokkk tesekkur ederim.</p><p>Son yazimdan beri hayatimda cok ozel bir sey olmadi.Turkiye tatili cok guzel ve yogun gecti.Annemi tatile goturdum ki hayalimdi,bolca yedik ictik yayildik.Yillar sonra halami gordum.Bodrum da Istanbul gibi,rezil olmus iste ama kalbimizde yeri baska ;yine de seviliyor bir sekilde.</p><p><br /></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi507v3_EsrhV-TEb8pkoxjFdmyLBrWGHrUQUYgsFzwa9fwE8j3e88OovZx02_iD9l0Vz3An0tXnJuAUYlVg7D7_OY_Scnh7KhrdEslL1OseO6Vks_K_3lyEPtCmpcGf7ahQZ3BGaAOC8ScrxE3IaxvuxBMj6q3zXAa8mxVZv49fVjufOlnyzYyLw/s4032/IMG_E8290.JPG" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="4032" data-original-width="3024" height="640" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi507v3_EsrhV-TEb8pkoxjFdmyLBrWGHrUQUYgsFzwa9fwE8j3e88OovZx02_iD9l0Vz3An0tXnJuAUYlVg7D7_OY_Scnh7KhrdEslL1OseO6Vks_K_3lyEPtCmpcGf7ahQZ3BGaAOC8ScrxE3IaxvuxBMj6q3zXAa8mxVZv49fVjufOlnyzYyLw/w480-h640/IMG_E8290.JPG" width="480" /></a></div><p><br /></p>Bu arada uzun zamandir Blogger'a girmedim. Iki hafta kadar once Jane'e goturdum laptopu orda sakin kafa yazarim diye.Giremedim.Ben bir panik,napicam ne edecegim derken blogger bana yeni template yap,resmen yeniden blog hazirla diyor.Neyse yine vazgectim daha gerilmemeyim diye.Herhalde dedim bu artik bir isaret,yazma diye.Oyle akisa teslim ettim bugune kadar.Aklima kitap defterim geldi,bazi unutmak istemedigim detaylari oraya kayit ederim.Yeniden girdim Blogger'a.Sifremi degistirdim,megerse e-mail adresini yanlis giriyormusum. Velhasil burdayim yine.Yazma sIkligim ne kadar olur bilemiyorum ama burayi seviyorum,hayatimin en tatli koselerinden birisi onca yildir,vazgecmek cok zor olurdu.<p></p><p><br /></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjag_lQzZiUpHTe4zM1alDnNjwIS9wg1IwkutBWizMbtHvAvE4z9D5uHUlfXtM6ZFuou_VRttRNuYI-gxoKMc7QqV5vi58yLD-6i7j38aDhZoiNj-wPpUg64iKjt1EO46Xyg051H6F6L41HOwi8YsSFeJiKHomFv1i4jykrDSI_WSWLLIe8ippeEg/s3840/NDNM0328.JPG" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="3840" data-original-width="2160" height="640" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjag_lQzZiUpHTe4zM1alDnNjwIS9wg1IwkutBWizMbtHvAvE4z9D5uHUlfXtM6ZFuou_VRttRNuYI-gxoKMc7QqV5vi58yLD-6i7j38aDhZoiNj-wPpUg64iKjt1EO46Xyg051H6F6L41HOwi8YsSFeJiKHomFv1i4jykrDSI_WSWLLIe8ippeEg/w360-h640/NDNM0328.JPG" width="360" /></a></div><br /> Burda yazmazken gunluklerimi yazdim neredeyse her gun.Bir dolu duygu ile savastim,ugrastim.Cok ama cok calistim ama is ile iliskim genelde gayet iyi ve mesafeli oldu.Artik kendimi hickimse icin hirpalamiyorum.Ruhen daha iyi ve guclu bir yerdeyim.Kendime iyi bakmaya calisiyorum.Yuruyuslere devam,25-30 dk arasi jogginge devam haftada en az 3 kez.Alkol ve sigara mesafeli mumkun oldugunca.<p></p><p>Bunun disinda armut agaci altinda gayet uzun zaman gecirdim benim Mavi Gozlu Dev Adam ile,anlatmaya deger bir gelisme olmadi😩 Sadede gelemedik,sallaniyoruz.😃</p><p>Iste bu kadar benden guncelleme dostlarim.Burda oldugunuz icin cok tesekkurler.</p><p>Yine gelecek ben💓💓💓</p><p>Not:Yu-Hua'dan Yasamak akici ama bayagi dramatik bir kitap oldu ki icim sisti.Yine de iyi ki okumusum.</p>Çileksuyu Sibelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03911732606954816588noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-17639820.post-71887280449362800422023-04-14T16:53:00.002+01:002023-04-14T16:53:25.798+01:00Tesekkur Cuma'si #254<p></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiLdsX76FhCH2R5DpB7GDQ0ioXpQIgT7Ab5upZgflc5GK1KqAS1dx4R8VaJ3ThqCDZWS29oiTZA_uJEPqk5KIMNK783vZDOdeCYDKBpX0326uD_pV2DiYqVyDQdVd_qjFksYRb1mSze3t2I-NI0uCfigrRC_3CP88Hy44qzxDG7Y11R3xvo5uc/s4032/IMG_5693.JPG" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="4032" data-original-width="3024" height="640" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiLdsX76FhCH2R5DpB7GDQ0ioXpQIgT7Ab5upZgflc5GK1KqAS1dx4R8VaJ3ThqCDZWS29oiTZA_uJEPqk5KIMNK783vZDOdeCYDKBpX0326uD_pV2DiYqVyDQdVd_qjFksYRb1mSze3t2I-NI0uCfigrRC_3CP88Hy44qzxDG7Y11R3xvo5uc/w480-h640/IMG_5693.JPG" width="480" /></a></div><p><br /></p>Selam Sevgili CS'cular.Ara ara hala gelip bu terk edilmis blogu okuyorsaniz size cok mutesekkir oldugumu belirtmek isterim.Ozlesem de yazamiyorum,fotograflar cekiyorum paylasmaya firsatim olmuyor.Hem burada hem IG'de aninda paylasmak istedigim seyler oluyor,o anda paylasamiyorsam ki bu genelde o anin tadini fazlasi ile cikardigim icindir.Gordugunuz bir cogu cicegin yanina gidip kokluyorum,gozlerimle oksuyorum,nazliyorum.Bunlari yaparken anlatmak istiyorum,sonra o anda kayboluyorum.Andan cikinca da zaten gercek hayat carpiyor ve paylasma sevkim yok oluyor.<p></p><p><br /></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; 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text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiUvRn_ZK2bi_raNYlr9LitmudQPFrNYKQoHHHCOAUoVT5Wv6I9SgP6NDIAdvFoGR009wY9eTjP1oUDSBnc5eRy5cdegR1MRn97EzhqVoVYoNPpz1B8EtpczPPYDAipfVE8PKZtnznMdshEE3dL0bGW1Pd6GSM1POGtMrxuRx74ZBwDxPIeXQE/s4032/IMG_E5837.JPG" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="4032" data-original-width="3024" height="640" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiUvRn_ZK2bi_raNYlr9LitmudQPFrNYKQoHHHCOAUoVT5Wv6I9SgP6NDIAdvFoGR009wY9eTjP1oUDSBnc5eRy5cdegR1MRn97EzhqVoVYoNPpz1B8EtpczPPYDAipfVE8PKZtnznMdshEE3dL0bGW1Pd6GSM1POGtMrxuRx74ZBwDxPIeXQE/w480-h640/IMG_E5837.JPG" width="480" /></a></div><br /> Canim cok sevdigim Mumine Yildiz sayesinde tanistim Sefik Can ile.Nasil iyi geldi,nasil onore oldum ki boyle bir insan gecmis su dunyadan diye.Sevk ve ilham verdi okurken.Insan yeter ki istesin ve o yonde calissin neler yapabiliyormus buna sahit oldum yine.<p></p><p>Bunun disinda Sali gunu bir adet moped scooter carpti bana.Yazarken bile guluyorum,bence cok komik bir ani oldu😁😁😁 Yilin en sansli gununde sapasaglam o kazadan cikabildigim icin cok mutesekkirim.O kadar anlik,o kadar sok oldu ki resmen saka gibi.Bacaklarimda morluk.kesik var.Biraz siskinlik ama cok sukur ki iyi atlattim.</p><p>Hani olur ya yapsam mi yapmasam diye cok dusunuruz,sonra saniyede yapmaya karar veririz.Iste o gun elimde bagis icin tasidigim torbam otobusten insem mi inmesem mi,yoksa randevumdan sonraya mi biraksam diye dusunurken karar verdim ve indim otobusten.Gayet karsidan karsiya gecerken,yolumu kontrol etmisim,eminim yolda bir sey yok ve iste o anda ne oldugunu sasirdim.Hatta su an dustum mu dusmedim mi diye bile hatirlamiyorum.Galiba dusmedim,cunku islandigimi hatirlamiyorum.Yagmur yeni kesmisti.Kaldirima ciktim,mopedci'den de ozur diledim bir guzel benim sucum diye cunku isiklara yurumemistim.Ayakta gayet iyi oldugumu dusununce ikimiz de yolumuza devam ettik😄 Ben ordan charity shop'a,ordan agdacima yurudum(yoksa ben bir bionik kadin miyim???).Sagolsun benim canim agdacim,ayni zamanda guzellik uzmani bacagima bir guzel masaj yapti,cunku hissettigim agri cok kramp oldugum gunlerden tanidikti.Jane ile bulusacaktik,gelemem diye anlatinca hemen atladi geldi elinde kucuk bir arnica ile,cay icti benimle ve gitti sagolsun.</p><p>O yuzden kendimi cok sansli hissediyorum.Hayat bana guzel ve elimden geldigince bu guzelligi paylasip yaymak icin ugrasiyorum ve ugrasacagim,bundan baska bir amacim yok su hayatta.</p><p>Bu arada yasadigim eve cok sahane bir adam tasindi😍😍😍😍😇😇. Kollar eski ev arkadasim -kulaklari cinlasin- Misir Tanrisi Ra gibi. Gecen haftasonunu cogunlukla kendisi ile bahcede gecirdim,bolca cay ictik ve konustuk.Hos oldu.Degisik insanlarin hayatima girip cikmasini cok seviyorum,cok sey katiyorlar.Kendisinin bahsi gecerse yeniden O'na J diyecegim💪😍 </p><p>Benden haberler simdilik bu kadar dostlarim.Hepinize kocaman sevgiler,iyi gecsin haftasonunuz.💞💞 Hayat en guzel hediye,tadini cikaralim elimizden geldigince.</p><p><br /></p><p><br /></p>Çileksuyu Sibelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03911732606954816588noreply@blogger.com8tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-17639820.post-4419196198226173622023-03-21T01:23:00.003+00:002023-03-21T01:23:12.536+00:00Sana Soz Yine Baharlar Gelecek....<div class="separator" style="clear: both;"><img alt="" border="0" data-original-height="4032" data-original-width="3024" height="600" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjTd6bqJVLpRn6naPUfJw9W2lSC2Aa5UZF3gWVRyO7aAP62BvJ9rWMh65P_gyhqdfwMLxRHAIjtFLO7Rx3XetKKv9CvWcKlDyHxzStyMmNgLeondDeVT6VSL7CqHyEpGpL3GLdjB2yi9zA_NINTBaSAuegKPiflojSl47ve7Mg8ndyjaGtz-L0/s600/IMG_5449.JPG" /></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both;"><br /></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both;"><br /></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both;">Merhaba...Gece 00:42'den bildiriyorum.Girdik bahar ekinoksuna.</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both;"><i><u><br /></u></i></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both;"><i><u>@feelclouds diyor ki IG hesabinda,Koc yeniayi ve Bahar Ekinoksu geldi catti.Baska bir zamana uyanacagiz.Iyi ya da kotu degil,baska.Bilmedigimizden korkmayi birakmak ozgurlestirecek bizi.Yeni olana adim atabilme cesareti onumuzu acacak.O zaman ,baslayalim hadi...</u></i></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both;"><i><u><br /></u></i></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both;"><i><u><br /></u></i></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both;"><img alt="" border="0" data-original-height="4032" data-original-width="3024" height="600" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjH5kS0MRnx8pqOomzvj9Ekx2iZAcDEaZUDxo4-rjyvKY-CgnbSVU1laiuJeEKCotMCVnOmW3rtNY1wU5QYu3felDk5VsZ00nLCssl8MUbsSlcgOioqAOAgV5Q6bHx_5_tSXFKN--jBDWvyq-YrX69b6LKMD1uFcWyIMrbQAYyqGd7gtVFXse8/s600/IMG_5502.JPG" /></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both;"><br /></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both;">Blog yazmayi da unutmusum buralarda olmadigim zamanlarda.Bu fotolar ortaya nasil koyuluyordu?????</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both;"><br /></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both;">Oturup da yazmaya baslamadan once bayagi bir blog listemde gezindim.Her zaman takip ettiklerimin yazdiklarini yine zevkle okudum.Ozlemisim.Hepimiz ne kadar da benzer duygulardan geciyoruz ve her seye ragmen tutunmaya calisiyoruz.Sanirim boyle olmasaydi hepimiz cildirirdik. Hepimize kolayliklar diliyorum hayat yolunda.</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both;"><br /></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both;"><img alt="" border="0" data-original-height="4032" data-original-width="3024" height="600" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhSDMY-UBOyBGAqoVAe8id0r-Irr-taPCb4VuBXgeFSm8UZfTT8gIWT7qdG0nROo3nZGp6vEi3l5frVT2vLw7hJAFz2bYCQc6hwbw-BQxkZPXThziNI7finusxtvFMuHp688_adKQr0JBbAuP34DF6danL2XzKKoh02Xvywl217xxOeFaxMtYE/s600/IMG_5503.JPG" /></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both;"><br /></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both;">Basligin sebebi de bugunlerde bu sarkinin icimde calmasi,her bahar dali gordugumde.Hani bazen en olmayacak anlarda bile bu kismi geliyor,takiliyor.Ya da bahardan mi bahsediliyor,Bahar bir yerde mi geciyor ilk aklima gelen.Umudumu kaybetmis gibiydim ama bahar gelince umut da geliyor,umut olmasa yasanmaz zaten.Hem nereye kadar icimiz sismis olarak yasamak,o sekilde kime ne faydamiz var.</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both;"><br /></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both;"><img alt="" border="0" data-original-height="4032" data-original-width="3024" height="600" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhEkFbH6cmaVyoi9UaDphn6_wnjU3XuGz4_Pj_27rBwHfl7eow4eLN0O9j8JclVjisyw35NEjQLHSRNmRiuUnKvNjZtucfMzLhksSfBOcn8s7CtUy71BHiAklxL33DS1fq-BfNTh1gqkzeifJW_li86mEUQK1rG7MvkUfc0v3W3tstSQK8pWkk/s600/IMG_5506.JPG" /></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both;"><br /></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both;">Burda olmadigim zamanlarda yine cok calistim;kimi zaman 12 kimi zaman 14 saat.Bacaklarimin sizladigini hissediyorum artik ara ara.Nereye kadar bu sekilde devam edecek diye soracaktim kendi kendime,yine cevabimi kendim verdim daha soru bitmeden.Gittigi yere kadar...Bu kadar basit ve net!</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both;"><br /></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both;">Gecen ay tamamen kaza ile Ses ve Mum Banyosuna bilet aldim.1.5 saatlik meditasyon,mum isiginda; arka planda Uzak Dogu enstrumanlari esliginde tin tin sesler,enerjiyi yenileyip tazelemek icin.O gun icin iyi geldi,sonrasinda her sey yine ayniydi.Regl oncesi yine boguluyordum. Ama tecrubeyi sevdim,Londra'ya gitmem icin bir sebep oldu.Degisiklik oldu.Bir daha gider miyim?Gitmem!</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both;"><br /></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both;"><br /></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both;"><img alt="" border="0" data-original-height="4032" data-original-width="3024" height="600" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEha2yOG2PhV4q14mvFcavEe-bYcoizC4MboP9Yf35ArFL9oe7RKCtIap8CRUzHRjfdf28bVxtM4wvD7gQq8Z38M450IsB9XvduZdVib8xipzq2cDxock0vdvHwIpeVTxldp567SdBHKub45B4e1VKj8JJUqtZsNzc1k6dgnS7CDdIrDRrMUfZA/s600/IMG_5508.JPG" /></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both;"><br /></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both;">Londra sokaklari hep guzel,supriz dolu.Kafamda binbir dusunce dolansa da,seviyorum bu sehri,burada yasamayi.</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both;"><br /></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both;">Allan ve Roz'u Brezilya'ya ugurladim.Yeni hayatlarina cok mutlu keyifli bir sekilde yerlestiler.</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both;"><br /></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both;">Dun bu eve tasinali 2 yil oldu.Hem dun gibi,hem cok uzak.Hem ev gibi hem degil.</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both;"><br /></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both;">Cok az okudum.Uyuma ve yeme istegim hat safhada.</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both;"><br /></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both;">Serap'im bana pullu makyaj cantasi aldi,hep cantamda.Hic beklemedigim anda cantamdan cikarinca boyle isil isil oluyor ve beni cok mutlu ediyor.</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both;"><br /></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both;">Disko topum hala pencerede asili.Bahcedeki elma agaci tomurcuklanmaya basladi.Manolya sezonu pespembe gozumun onunde.Kamelya cicekleri yerlere dokuluyor kiminde.</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both;"><br /></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both;">Sukrettigim cok an oldugu gibi artik yetiskin olmaya,bu hayata-dunyaya tahammulum kalmadi dedigim de cok an var.Ikisi de birbirini ittire ittire hayatta kalmaya calisiyorum.</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both;"><br /></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both;">Bir de IG hesabimdaki biricik kitaplarimin yillardir askla kullandigim #cileksuyununkitaplari icinde hicbir fotom gozukmuyor,Uzun zamandir deniyorum,yorum biraktim cevap yok.adam gibi sorunu halledebilecek kimse de yok.O fotolari cok zevkle cekmistim ve orasi benim motivasyonumdu.IG'den de sogudum bu sebeple.Umarim yine geri gelirler.Hesabi bile ozelden cikardim ki geri gelsin #cileksuyununkitaplari. IG algoritmasi buna sebep herhalde.Ne guzeldi algoritmasiz,organik zamanlar.Saka maka 2011'den beri IG'ciyim.Blog ve IG zamani cocuklarim olsaydi kocaman olmuslardi.Benimde ekran yegenlerim var😊</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both;"><br /></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both;">Olabildigince iyi bir hafta diliyorum.Umarim hepimiz icin bambaska,cok iyi bir yonde bir donem baslar.Hosgeldin Bahar.</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both;"><br /></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both;"><img alt="" border="0" data-original-height="4032" data-original-width="3024" height="600" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjrPbBqGYFXVONhk9uLSfjd1tYkQ6n6wrmZHGPQ_c-z8snNVPAHjEyPHJXbAwGeRMHfNwBgGpFln6qowaLXDjCKHFmy0bij1BscD5PtWWsY8fsWYwbhpk9mgPb3pRdXgKZq0Rx_zRC_j8yf9rOTGOdIC-tcr3dB9ry10yUI0rKfnRc-WqXDOf4/s600/IMG_5509.JPG" /></div>Çileksuyu Sibelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03911732606954816588noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-17639820.post-9878813786943273142023-02-06T17:16:00.002+00:002023-02-06T17:16:22.054+00:006.Subat.2023<p></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhJXuf8Ir5N8XqszgScnmYi2LPZ-d056EE9veCe7x7QER0diC6uww8CXiKFFb2nopmWJcTo9F4h4cDh9l9y5K-HYv4g3ymL-LPPukOb__fP74tPzLF89hHf9NnB6V3z2IdBDAotPAdfauvaCN38nzcYvVqjbDVejeAOXTqVdHROZOWNul6Pi2c/s4032/IMG_5179.JPG" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="4032" data-original-width="3024" height="640" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhJXuf8Ir5N8XqszgScnmYi2LPZ-d056EE9veCe7x7QER0diC6uww8CXiKFFb2nopmWJcTo9F4h4cDh9l9y5K-HYv4g3ymL-LPPukOb__fP74tPzLF89hHf9NnB6V3z2IdBDAotPAdfauvaCN38nzcYvVqjbDVejeAOXTqVdHROZOWNul6Pi2c/w480-h640/IMG_5179.JPG" width="480" /></a></div><p><br /></p>Sabah kalkar kalmaz perdeleri actim her zamanki gibi,storlar acikti zaten.Perdeyi acar acmaz gordugum manzara karsisinda soluksuz kaldim,sanki ne zamandir boyle bir goruntu ile karsilasmamistim.Ne kadar guzel diye sukrettim icimden,kahvemi yapmaya asagiya indim,kettle kaynarken bahcenin kapisini actim,su manzarayi daha bir icime cekeyim diye,daha genis aci ile goreyim diye biraz bahcede kaldim.Kettle kaynadi,ben kahvemi yaptim,yataga yeniden girdim ve kahve esliginde geleneksel IG sabah gezisine ciktim.Zaten ben gozumu acar acmaz telefon yanip sonuyor,titriyordu.Iyi ki sessizde ama mudurumden gelen mesaji,Teams aktivitesini bir sekilde gozumun ucuyla da olsa goruyorum.<p></p><p>IG gezintisi esnasinda gordum memleketten haberleri,iste o zamandan beri gogsumde bir okuz oturuyor.Kilitlendim kaldim.Ne yapsam iyi hissettirmiyor,uzgunum.Kizginim,bikkinim.Tum kaygilarim yine ortaya cikti,17 Agustos'a geri dondum,teyzemin cokmus evinin ustunde duruyor Onlara ulasmaya calisiyor,yanima gelmis dayima sariliyor,teyzem hamileydi diyorum.Sonra o donemde yazlikta olan anneme bunlari nasil anlatacagimizi dusunuyorum.Diger teyzemlerin evlerinin onunden gecerken de iyi ki koydelermis diye sukrediyorum.Velhasil orda yasananlari cok iyi anliyorum,elimden cok da bir sey gelmemesine kahroluyorum.Allah'im yardim etsin,etkilenen tum varliklara,yardim edenlere guc kuvvet versin.</p><p><br /></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjRRZlE78ivaMAPitggSlg7hfHRam7jRx1gFEbhce2Zpa-mTMydzQregE_p_OnHSdIzR3kwfxIzpyh2OorwNkWjJNU50kjS0aSzDr6q9tMI0VDB_eclmeaCIH_tdzwjodOlAIKVy-XzwskUxTiEffT-2CaXWN0j777acs-zt5-U3u-gb4-En-0/s4032/IMG_5181.JPG" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="3024" data-original-width="4032" height="480" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjRRZlE78ivaMAPitggSlg7hfHRam7jRx1gFEbhce2Zpa-mTMydzQregE_p_OnHSdIzR3kwfxIzpyh2OorwNkWjJNU50kjS0aSzDr6q9tMI0VDB_eclmeaCIH_tdzwjodOlAIKVy-XzwskUxTiEffT-2CaXWN0j777acs-zt5-U3u-gb4-En-0/w640-h480/IMG_5181.JPG" width="640" /></a></div><br /> Ne yaptiysam yetmedi bugun.Zaten hicbirsey de yapmak istemiyorum.Yoksa tabii ki bir listem vardi.Dunya kadar badem yedim.Kuslar otuyor,hayat devam ediyor ama....<p></p><p>Dua etmekten baska ne yapabiliriz diye dusunurken Banu'nun IG paylasimi ile karsilastim, daha once hic haberimin olmadigi bir yardim kurulusundan bahsetmis.Adi @turkeymozaik.Burada kayitli bir yardim kurulusu,buralardaysaniz belki yardimda bulunmak isterseniz.Ayni zamanda transfergo da her zamanki musterilerine e-mail atmis,hesap numarasi paylasmis yardim icin.Kupon kodu da vermis.</p><p>Daha ne yazsam bos ve gereksiz.Elimizden geleni yapalim,duamizi eksik etmeyelim.</p>Çileksuyu Sibelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03911732606954816588noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-17639820.post-49126042134740836512023-02-03T16:55:00.018+00:002023-02-03T16:55:00.197+00:00Tesekkur Cuma'si #253<p></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhd830zdEmHufGxVg5ngRDSqO1CLLP6zRuGmX3RNKBsYbgVwqjeYUSrO90_Ry0PeXeVJJTV8MiWpzFesxtIi6w_5aqBtydaIKMt7PnjV2H-Vn-HNgAMjismTxBagWm71Bkn9ZmnX_ajGp-2mpzhrqcr9CSbNpATG8Uiy5wWDiPyHkdgFYARLJo/s4032/IMG_4359.JPG" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="4032" data-original-width="3024" height="640" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhd830zdEmHufGxVg5ngRDSqO1CLLP6zRuGmX3RNKBsYbgVwqjeYUSrO90_Ry0PeXeVJJTV8MiWpzFesxtIi6w_5aqBtydaIKMt7PnjV2H-Vn-HNgAMjismTxBagWm71Bkn9ZmnX_ajGp-2mpzhrqcr9CSbNpATG8Uiy5wWDiPyHkdgFYARLJo/w480-h640/IMG_4359.JPG" width="480" /></a></div><p><br /></p>Mutlu,hayirli huzurlu,cok kolay bir Cuma gunu diliyorum CilekSuyuSeverler. <p></p><p>Ne kadar sukretsem azdir diye hem kendime hem sevdiklerime hatirlatiyorum surekli.Hayatimda cok hos buldugum bir doneme girdim,adini koyamiyorum.Olgunluk mu,buyumek mi,zaten bir sekilde dibi gordum basa ciktim bundan sonra beni kimse tutamaz tavri mi,saglik olsun gerisi bos felsefesi mi inanin bilemiyorum.Bildigim burasi cok guzelmis,siz de gelsenize.Yol daha uzun belki,yolculugun tadi da gercekten baskaymis.</p><p>Gecenlerde bir film izledim,adi Shirley Valentine,1986 yapimi Ingiliz monodrama komedisi.Ismen tanidik gelse de bir sekilde film oldugundan hic haberim yoktu,resmen isaret gibi belirdi.Esas kadinimiz 42 yasinda,calisan kesimden bir ev hanimi.Liverpool'da.Bir tatil firsati gelir ve Shirley o tatilden sonra bir daha ayni kadin olamaz.Zaten o tatile gidene kadar minik degisimler,farkindaliklar baslamistir.Kocasinin kaba nankorlugu sonucu,artik Bennnnn!!! edasi ile yola duser.</p><p>Velhasil 40'larda bir sey oluyor.40larda degilseniz lutfen kendinize yatirima onceden baslayin,bugunun tavri yarinin durumunu belirliyor gercekten.</p><p>Istanbul'dayken gayet aktiftim IG'de,kiminize bazi kareler tekrar olarak geliyorsa affiniza siginiyorum.Bi kac tane Istanbul videosu da var @cilek_suyu'nda,.</p><p><br /></p><p>Gelsin sukurler....Gelsin Tesekkur Birikimleri,Tesekkur Koleksiyonumdan onemli parcalar.</p><p>Annem ne pisireyim sana diye sordugunda aklima gelen ilk sey sutlac oldu nedense.Bi annemin bir babaannemin sutlaci bende bir baska.Mutesekkirim.</p><p><br /></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjJTQHBzReaqZ6sF6LdY-hdHpNRCRenPPvA-QAXQ_f3LkkgB_uJrCLAyEpwc-TcKGNTqWIcoj6y8BXLq7-P7_8NoKYwQ7riA0dtg42GNQOJc44uyVM91abKuEMvQ3UuBNk4L5kY0Yk7zUGgXP0vYSAmQpweqz_SardJ1P0VN-PlfpvHbZKFf1A/s3520/IMG_4436.JPG" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="3520" data-original-width="1980" height="640" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjJTQHBzReaqZ6sF6LdY-hdHpNRCRenPPvA-QAXQ_f3LkkgB_uJrCLAyEpwc-TcKGNTqWIcoj6y8BXLq7-P7_8NoKYwQ7riA0dtg42GNQOJc44uyVM91abKuEMvQ3UuBNk4L5kY0Yk7zUGgXP0vYSAmQpweqz_SardJ1P0VN-PlfpvHbZKFf1A/w360-h640/IMG_4436.JPG" width="360" /></a></div><p><br /></p>Alnimin aki ile suprizimi yapabilmis olmama.Yegenim ve bir kucugum, kizkardesim ayni gunde dogdular,daha dun gibi.Varliklarina cok mutesekkirim.<p></p><p><br /></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhY5uwxN8n9iyHCrrKWhicR2xls0WgnPEuoO2wYJwO9iyM8st8NJdzg3R4gRiSz8EUKEwVpywrlw5UYfnwcJPWkLxkbmrEH4EuXAPiQjeBcmNsueVB0x8OkJqgLcKHbVb88YDXDuFr6gKj0fNmIrxtcYPHFGEgZUBW0YYu20m4UI4cAoabUkmY/s4032/IMG_4560.JPG" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; 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text-align: center;">Annemle gece kahvelerimize mutesekkirim,her zaman en sevdigim Turk kahvesi fincani annemin evinde olacak.</div><br /><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjhJ9TKsaQWzC9eQlmTUPDAwWYB8tI01syAfNwaRWKABM-7GR-6Hl1F0ifJXU2n7B6Wr3DCuM4obDEbuBM27-f5D29HyI5iZvWKV_t1hsRUc3Q3hozYUvA5fdtZc4MdUWE2ZlFEW-hgKB3BO3lHb8nEwHEJBz0e7qCGjBxzM14L2RjnOLNMhRE/s4032/IMG_4647.JPG" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="4032" data-original-width="3024" height="640" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjhJ9TKsaQWzC9eQlmTUPDAwWYB8tI01syAfNwaRWKABM-7GR-6Hl1F0ifJXU2n7B6Wr3DCuM4obDEbuBM27-f5D29HyI5iZvWKV_t1hsRUc3Q3hozYUvA5fdtZc4MdUWE2ZlFEW-hgKB3BO3lHb8nEwHEJBz0e7qCGjBxzM14L2RjnOLNMhRE/w480-h640/IMG_4647.JPG" width="480" /></a></div><p><br /></p>Moda gibi bir semtin varligina,<p></p><p><br /></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; 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margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="4032" data-original-width="3024" height="640" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjFAtnuvGxvT1CKPaQRGMnnBfJvvu0vb3dhwwVWuREv7kt87FBxTuoItklL2KmDhQrKeFu7Ml2surWHm6wTzvdDKKujv7Gr9gOK9LUymHkhNGwEPAEOFkydgEhDuEaFb5IF8g6CDBiZ_6bfJbkvhazz1GDQBGiNgBTUtzyr_S1Eo4X8qbMZqbw/w480-h640/IMG_4735.JPG" width="480" /></a></div><p><br /></p>Pazar gunu aile gencleri ile yaptigimiz brunch'a.Brunch diye gittik ama aksam yemegine de kalabilirmisiz.Gelincigim cok guzel bir yer kesfetmis,bahcesinde cocuklar da costu,Badem de.Yedik ictik,konustuk.Gecirdigim en guzel Pazar'lardan biriydi dedim aileme.<p></p><p><br /></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhDjv0G3zFUJNF6WNIKayUQq-cvbdrqE2hTtvYUdAOpMsJ4Swo7VYFbaVfyTTbvF2B8FHy7AHS7DX0LHhc6GM2bIQsHUjwek9RNWW6h6Oz4uTTAAUqBgwf9eL1jwQpuRyh3Oi09K5v0YpUSs6eKRDxGXKe4P_Q4uF-qDNJDJDSh2yMeMRT2hyY/s4032/IMG_4774.JPG" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="4032" data-original-width="3024" height="640" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhDjv0G3zFUJNF6WNIKayUQq-cvbdrqE2hTtvYUdAOpMsJ4Swo7VYFbaVfyTTbvF2B8FHy7AHS7DX0LHhc6GM2bIQsHUjwek9RNWW6h6Oz4uTTAAUqBgwf9eL1jwQpuRyh3Oi09K5v0YpUSs6eKRDxGXKe4P_Q4uF-qDNJDJDSh2yMeMRT2hyY/w480-h640/IMG_4774.JPG" width="480" /></a></div><p><br /></p>Canim annemin suslerine,bir baktim avizesinde asiliyor.Kime cektigim cok belli olmuyor mu?<p></p><p><br /></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiHIQwM--YFJ_-vxxiu-xPzc1fx03t-SkM_W-Kb_xWaiunIGsBb9EbGD7Lc492c4aTdh0eiwX7lM6nlNM6citrDUTpnAJHHbUo-B5SfdAKxUBgTq3TH4BY26g5YC3a5NPTpLZ4HfGbB6JFaLMu2ZjpUctpQvE35tKtGiZ6DJQKqE9s_9LPvQo8/s4032/IMG_4964.JPG" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="4032" data-original-width="3024" height="640" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiHIQwM--YFJ_-vxxiu-xPzc1fx03t-SkM_W-Kb_xWaiunIGsBb9EbGD7Lc492c4aTdh0eiwX7lM6nlNM6citrDUTpnAJHHbUo-B5SfdAKxUBgTq3TH4BY26g5YC3a5NPTpLZ4HfGbB6JFaLMu2ZjpUctpQvE35tKtGiZ6DJQKqE9s_9LPvQo8/w480-h640/IMG_4964.JPG" width="480" /></a></div><p><br /></p>Peri sayesinde Iluzyon Muzesinden haberim oldu,ikimiz de pek eglendik Istanbul gunumuzde.<p></p><p><br /></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgizFkXInHOe1OjFXVjCedJHp-I-t5wo_AiQE93zqqiR1NvNST1IiKL69o-2f4QTPN49vKcnBwKjS_RTFBXPWXNpuZZk29qC-aoiu_h1zgNx3d4rdFT6m1Er10sB7kD45CdKegA119xWim6D0QNXVCxBeipLkdy66xRfKeax6Zh67w-e_tyShc/s4032/IMG_5058.JPG" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="4032" data-original-width="3024" height="640" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgizFkXInHOe1OjFXVjCedJHp-I-t5wo_AiQE93zqqiR1NvNST1IiKL69o-2f4QTPN49vKcnBwKjS_RTFBXPWXNpuZZk29qC-aoiu_h1zgNx3d4rdFT6m1Er10sB7kD45CdKegA119xWim6D0QNXVCxBeipLkdy66xRfKeax6Zh67w-e_tyShc/w480-h640/IMG_5058.JPG" width="480" /></a></div><p><br /></p>Kulakligimi bulabilmis olmama mutesekkirim.Kablosuz kulakliklar kadar kotu bir kulaklik kullanmadim,nadir kullaniyorum yine de hemen sarji bitiyor,biri susuyor digeri calismaya devam ediyor falan.Hem kosuya yuruyuse,hem de gunluk kullanabilecegim kablosuz,hafif bir kulaklik ariyorum. Tavsiyelere acigim.<p></p><p><br /></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiM4ZIv0mjbQkFNEQrRfjUQl4vwb4YbgIE7-VvvOf8jBmUbX-1vXh1bxQmJeerFtAxiCqVrvlS5eDJFIlVY888igslqLzIlXM-EP9NW8BnYynoV8eXtlFX3kGn9xu1RUS15VmO5QEMx3xMbQ625aYRcHxDKS0E9Wypvg_DVXJfXpSi2IBtqFnc/s4032/IMG_5062.JPG" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="4032" data-original-width="3024" height="640" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiM4ZIv0mjbQkFNEQrRfjUQl4vwb4YbgIE7-VvvOf8jBmUbX-1vXh1bxQmJeerFtAxiCqVrvlS5eDJFIlVY888igslqLzIlXM-EP9NW8BnYynoV8eXtlFX3kGn9xu1RUS15VmO5QEMx3xMbQ625aYRcHxDKS0E9Wypvg_DVXJfXpSi2IBtqFnc/w480-h640/IMG_5062.JPG" width="480" /></a></div><p><br /></p>Canim teyzem taaaa Trabzon'dan bana kargo gonderdi,sirf bana ozel yaptirdigi bilekligi gonderebilmek icin doldurmus da doldurmus.Findik,incir receli,elma kurusu,defter,don,hem de mor😁😁 Aramizda degismeyen bir don trafigi var.Hepsine bayildim,canim teyzem,varligina mutesekkirim.<p></p><p><br /></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEh9WGD0ApP9llix-tYD8Vi-BIzVfpB711iAEiLwGg_fJa4gyDPDk_5OVxV5Uv9uUcwcYkJLw2zir0szVnTswOScyNdwEDl2_BqU-sICR3ohoAs3FiJd4r75i6olHZDHYVUs6Z7gpijQ9eOO-S4unT34M1tzGJfLUUw1R9QfldDPm9RVZ6xiXcE/s4032/IMG_5063.JPG" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="4032" data-original-width="3024" height="640" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEh9WGD0ApP9llix-tYD8Vi-BIzVfpB711iAEiLwGg_fJa4gyDPDk_5OVxV5Uv9uUcwcYkJLw2zir0szVnTswOScyNdwEDl2_BqU-sICR3ohoAs3FiJd4r75i6olHZDHYVUs6Z7gpijQ9eOO-S4unT34M1tzGJfLUUw1R9QfldDPm9RVZ6xiXcE/w480-h640/IMG_5063.JPG" width="480" /></a></div><p><br /></p>Conrad'in Noel hediyesi bu antika findikkirandi.Yazin getirdigim findiklari kiramamistim,bir findikkiran da begenip alamamistim,cok mutesekkirim.Bilekligim nasil?Bayildim ben.<p></p><p><br /></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjxANmC5SiiETW4H5ChKs9QzdV2IzjQyCDxFm8wVZyFBftLQu6uUGuzrJ_kvVQ2AekChy5lhmVyhbow0pDg-ojVrPhOU1-N4vOWp7mSwYgV0z1USWJI4H37ZV2bBr9yBGA1QdyRdv1lG0JcH_13PD7O8CH8bWFo_MqG34R_07_TQselGf2YYzI/s4032/IMG_E4772.JPG" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="4032" data-original-width="3024" height="640" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjxANmC5SiiETW4H5ChKs9QzdV2IzjQyCDxFm8wVZyFBftLQu6uUGuzrJ_kvVQ2AekChy5lhmVyhbow0pDg-ojVrPhOU1-N4vOWp7mSwYgV0z1USWJI4H37ZV2bBr9yBGA1QdyRdv1lG0JcH_13PD7O8CH8bWFo_MqG34R_07_TQselGf2YYzI/w480-h640/IMG_E4772.JPG" width="480" /></a></div><p><br /></p>Annemin evindeki kahve keyiflerime cok mutesekkirim.Anne foto cekicem bana suslu bir seyler,hos bir backround lazim diyince bunu cikardi.Bu ortuyu de teyzem yillar once boyamisti. Suslu annem.<p></p><p><br /></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgwqaOham0sPExoarxqn1IPnY_jOXHyP-zFCPHZWbWYyS18kxNmoIYq9ltgbY2Ohe-Vx9Vu4bUk8J4nMkfCWyjJvl5so8NC3SRWlsoJfA4y7NSbc9ioT0uua4vlM-1vv7ckbU0iCyQYNSaZQgbDDrosvkzZlQKDQ1ubqGtZ5K3bqv6QQAcDbYk/s4032/IMG_5064.JPG" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="4032" data-original-width="3024" height="640" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgwqaOham0sPExoarxqn1IPnY_jOXHyP-zFCPHZWbWYyS18kxNmoIYq9ltgbY2Ohe-Vx9Vu4bUk8J4nMkfCWyjJvl5so8NC3SRWlsoJfA4y7NSbc9ioT0uua4vlM-1vv7ckbU0iCyQYNSaZQgbDDrosvkzZlQKDQ1ubqGtZ5K3bqv6QQAcDbYk/w480-h640/IMG_5064.JPG" width="480" /></a></div><br /> Ve tabii ki kitap tavsiyelerine,bana kitap alanlara.Tavsiye Can'immm Mumine Yildiz'dan,kitap hediyesi yine teyzemden,yaz ziyareti hediyesi idi.Cokkkk mutesekkirim.Yeni basladim,sanirim cagirdi.Simdilik sahane gidiyor.<p></p><blockquote style="border: none; margin: 0 0 0 40px; padding: 0px;"><p style="text-align: left;"> <b><i>"Deme su nicin soyle,yerinde durur oyle,</i></b></p></blockquote><p> <b><i>Bak sonuna seyreyle,Mevla gor acep neyler,</i></b></p><p> <b><i>Neylerse guzel eyler"</i></b></p><p><br /></p><p>Super gecsin haftasonunuz,ben calisiyor olacagim.Sevgi ve saglikla kalin.💞💞💞 Iyi Subat'lar.</p><blockquote style="border: none; margin: 0 0 0 40px; padding: 0px;"><p style="text-align: left;"> </p></blockquote><p> </p>Çileksuyu Sibelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03911732606954816588noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-17639820.post-67922652796816177562023-01-29T13:24:00.003+00:002023-01-29T13:24:38.406+00:00Pera Palas'ta Ataturk'un Odasini Ziyaret<p></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjeqclSjB9d0L0cLImjvacvwU92e6gQgkhcxTeolcJe9IQHonWKJB6Kr-p9jXsq2P0rdY6x9ABQDWsVBJWIa87uD2mbbPJg_4vqoCxz6iSAEtSAzbfl75-xC9gknr51FPwM2K6RYYw2hZ6EVtYIiEW2EKwFzDO-KgrWiWoadMYWxNfUefVTmn0/s4032/IMG_4844.JPG" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="4032" data-original-width="3024" height="640" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjeqclSjB9d0L0cLImjvacvwU92e6gQgkhcxTeolcJe9IQHonWKJB6Kr-p9jXsq2P0rdY6x9ABQDWsVBJWIa87uD2mbbPJg_4vqoCxz6iSAEtSAzbfl75-xC9gknr51FPwM2K6RYYw2hZ6EVtYIiEW2EKwFzDO-KgrWiWoadMYWxNfUefVTmn0/w480-h640/IMG_4844.JPG" width="480" /></a></div><p><br /></p>Tunaydinnnnnn! Pazar gunume renk katmak icin blog yazmaktan daha kiymetli bir sey bilemiyorum cogu zaman.Hele ki gorup de sevdigimi paylasmaksa amac. Pazar'lari pek severim bilirsiniz,ama bu sefer bu baslik altinda degil de bu guzel odayi paylasmak niyetim.<p></p><p><br /></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjELPMP8GqIOt0kCMB_nhwet5NJsP_HSKiATf7eVw7ziwYowsVmcMrlH_xaYTROlP3Kq7CLFnjInAE4A3EeyS7-FXO2JFkhqoH53kWE8qh8zWpVDgsag1Q-eKNjpxuIdoCHgFiE27-AMbSvLxmunjVutRzg7oNiEXyQ5ftYRQ9pd3IBOksEc8A/s4032/IMG_4845.JPG" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="4032" data-original-width="3024" height="640" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjELPMP8GqIOt0kCMB_nhwet5NJsP_HSKiATf7eVw7ziwYowsVmcMrlH_xaYTROlP3Kq7CLFnjInAE4A3EeyS7-FXO2JFkhqoH53kWE8qh8zWpVDgsag1Q-eKNjpxuIdoCHgFiE27-AMbSvLxmunjVutRzg7oNiEXyQ5ftYRQ9pd3IBOksEc8A/w480-h640/IMG_4845.JPG" width="480" /></a></div><p><br /></p>Cok gri ve soguk bir gunde ciktik yola Pera'ya dogru.Nasil guzel bir semt ismidir Pera.Aslinda toplu tasima araci ile gidecektik,rotamizi belirlemistik,plan sabahin 8:30'da yola dusmekti.Bizim tatli ergen gozune kalem cekmeye calisirken gecikmeye sebep oldu,bir de bize geldiklerinde cok usumuslerdi,hadi araba ile devam edelim dediler ve o sekilde ciktik yola.Haritaya Pera'yi girince bizi Avrasya Tuneli'nden goturdu.Yillarin soforu kardesim ilk defa bu tunelden gececekti.Iyi ki araba ile gitmisiz,kisacik bol muhabbetli bir yolculuk oldu,donuste de stres olmadik cunku Peri'nin piyano dersine yetismesi gerekiyordu.<p></p><p>Arabayi hemen otelin karsina cektik ve kulturel Istanbul gezimize basladik,zira kisa zamanda cok isler basarmaya cok yer gormeye niyetliydik.Gercekten erken kalkan yol aliyordu.</p><p><br /></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; 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text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEj91qtzsLMrM5zAsqDpnPxiyNtjRFJim1oRL7CV3Gu5n0Ryrj9S_KKogZEKmD06-lQ9ufa2r0Hb1uToImAf2afjz90qMC7bmJ6XI_4K5aOsxa2q60MOKl4Q-0BrOu1NhaV7KHzAVYWY_GYn2ix4tlrNiuUVbmpuvLR6gHI5GHD7WR0YUy_RmnM/s4032/IMG_4178.JPG" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="4032" data-original-width="3024" height="640" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEj91qtzsLMrM5zAsqDpnPxiyNtjRFJim1oRL7CV3Gu5n0Ryrj9S_KKogZEKmD06-lQ9ufa2r0Hb1uToImAf2afjz90qMC7bmJ6XI_4K5aOsxa2q60MOKl4Q-0BrOu1NhaV7KHzAVYWY_GYn2ix4tlrNiuUVbmpuvLR6gHI5GHD7WR0YUy_RmnM/w480-h640/IMG_4178.JPG" width="480" /></a></div><p><br /></p>Selammmmm.<p></p><p>Az once isten geldim,saat gece yarisini gecerken.Uyumamak icin elimden geleni yapacagim cunku ucus gunu geriliyorum ben,hele valiz hazirlamak mi?? 20 kusur yildir yaptigim sey ve sevemiyorum hic.Bu yaziyi hazirlayip,Cuma'ya hazir edecegim.Siz Cuma sabahi keyifle kahvenizi icerken size eslik edecek,muhtemelen ben de anacigimin evinde heyecanla gune basliyor olacagim. Havaalanina gitmek,ucaga check in yapana kadar gerilmek,valiz agir mi gelecek diye dusunmek beni huzursuz etse de bu hallere cok mutesekkirim.Gerilsem de seviyorum,hem orali hem burali olmayi,havaalanlarini.</p><p>Nasil gecti bu hafta.Yumusak yumusak cok sukur ki,zaten sonunu yillik izne baglayan hafta nasil gecer ki.Magazada da cok uretken gunler gecirdim,istedigim kivama geliyorum ama tabii ilerlemekte ogrenmekte sInIr yok.</p><p>Taa Ankara'lardan bana yazip,hediyeleri ile sevindiren Zeynep'e,</p><p><br /></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjAPtATU20umQ96VYcdywsqXnr1La0id4ruqC_avEDtccunj66KKqWo8l0z1aYHVk6CM3eQaLK3yp0PquM0oHYMa_TzJJoze4H7-EI7JYVzPH-92enYQL05HAVHLtFFII0tPdTm8OPcB-dpypN_sqxYu1w7a4ZxP-5rTab7itWAKPEVkJez6P4/s4032/IMG_4246.JPG" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="4032" data-original-width="3024" height="640" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjAPtATU20umQ96VYcdywsqXnr1La0id4ruqC_avEDtccunj66KKqWo8l0z1aYHVk6CM3eQaLK3yp0PquM0oHYMa_TzJJoze4H7-EI7JYVzPH-92enYQL05HAVHLtFFII0tPdTm8OPcB-dpypN_sqxYu1w7a4ZxP-5rTab7itWAKPEVkJez6P4/w480-h640/IMG_4246.JPG" width="480" /></a></div><p><br /></p>Hep cok severek gittigim hijyenistime,<p></p><p><br /></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; 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Tesekkur Cuma'si #250<p></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><b>Hosgeldin Yeni Yil,ne guzel geldin sen!</b></div><br /><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEh_bbCCvI3BzmIZznOIsuqiXRceTDWxfmryrDib1K2nLNG32VRsjOju2pZHIlWr9eJarYiEdQ96gG3kZSY5jfYYmSkKZi2LDEcAh-7oXkxKGi5cp3oLVQZn7OQ8aKcdWWgZPGNUnOg-2w1peMB4G1j_1_UfvKnpET62zJNk9sueP1p35N7Pohk/s4032/IMG_4031.JPG" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="4032" data-original-width="3024" height="640" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEh_bbCCvI3BzmIZznOIsuqiXRceTDWxfmryrDib1K2nLNG32VRsjOju2pZHIlWr9eJarYiEdQ96gG3kZSY5jfYYmSkKZi2LDEcAh-7oXkxKGi5cp3oLVQZn7OQ8aKcdWWgZPGNUnOg-2w1peMB4G1j_1_UfvKnpET62zJNk9sueP1p35N7Pohk/w480-h640/IMG_4031.JPG" width="480" /></a></div><p><br /></p>Selam benim guzel dostlarim.Evet yanlis gormuyorsunuz,250. Tesekkur Cuma'sina geldik.Eyyy gidi gunler,ne zaman yazmaya basladigimi unuttum,aradan o kadar cok zaman gecti.Ilk gunlerdeki gibi her Cuma degil belki burada gozuken ama sukur hayatimin parcasi,cok ama cok kocaman bir parcasi.Bunun icin babama hep mutesekkir olacagim sanirim.Az once kendisine bir mesaj attim,yazdigimi yazarken gozlerimden yaslar geldi.Seni cok seviyorum,iyi ki babamsin dedim.O'na cok kizdigim gunler de cokkk uzakta artik.Zaten hep en cok sevdiklerimize,kizip kirilmiyor muyuz?Sonrasinda biz eski biz degiliz ki!<p></p><p><br /></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjlcnohhFcPNkThM1e-p3M0jO-3Dmd7sOdOsSdIQXjz1Su18r7tDaBiNDGNgnNN3pmJ_0agLrSTxjKMOvr-4MMVRPP-urTyB7L18il4jv1owc0efNcqC4YIgaBoo61-DV8pi6XfHJ1fLC_0w5ys7a69aZ_rTI4qMnSKU-XjGuyAAoCLhN1fNQ0/s4032/IMG_4032.JPG" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="3024" data-original-width="4032" height="480" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjlcnohhFcPNkThM1e-p3M0jO-3Dmd7sOdOsSdIQXjz1Su18r7tDaBiNDGNgnNN3pmJ_0agLrSTxjKMOvr-4MMVRPP-urTyB7L18il4jv1owc0efNcqC4YIgaBoo61-DV8pi6XfHJ1fLC_0w5ys7a69aZ_rTI4qMnSKU-XjGuyAAoCLhN1fNQ0/w640-h480/IMG_4032.JPG" width="640" /></a></div><p><br /></p>Fotolor yilin son kareleri.Ne guzel bir donem oldu Aralik.Hos Noel ve yeniyil arasi sinir bozucu belirli belirsizligi saymiyorum.Gerci bu biz magazacilarin yasadigi tuhaf bir donem burada,yoksa zaten cogunluga donem tatili.Tabii yine de sevmeyi ogrendik,ne de olsa benim gibi cifte vatandaslara cifte kutlama.Bu da sukredilecek bir sey kanimca.<p></p><p>Noel gununu Jane,oglu ve kopegi ile beraber kutladim.4 saatten fazla kalmam diye gitmistim,7 saati gecerken geldim eve.Aksami iskambil oyunlari ile kapadik.Yeni bir oyun ogrendim,ogrenirken eglendim.</p><p><br /></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhXqBkWXmhGE1Mad2e4ZqsTbFo-gZ7bzHUHSxWTtaZ898mgQJOCJ07bp35FXYtc5mBuU4KSpDFosl68bkzxWoAv3brf2R1eixxg3DEI-LD4EQn1_H1WJf7St6odEq4QQo1cTzLCONXG7A-dbbiHi423jl0qoRlDcp05w_YXoTsIjn8nYzNSBd4/s4032/IMG_4039.JPG" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="4032" data-original-width="3024" height="640" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhXqBkWXmhGE1Mad2e4ZqsTbFo-gZ7bzHUHSxWTtaZ898mgQJOCJ07bp35FXYtc5mBuU4KSpDFosl68bkzxWoAv3brf2R1eixxg3DEI-LD4EQn1_H1WJf7St6odEq4QQo1cTzLCONXG7A-dbbiHi423jl0qoRlDcp05w_YXoTsIjn8nYzNSBd4/w480-h640/IMG_4039.JPG" width="480" /></a></div><p><br /></p>Erken kalkip yurudugum sabahlar,ucundan azcik da olsa gunun dogusuna sahip olmak.Gunesin saclarima degmesi.Canim Beckenham Place Park,yillardir ruhumu besliyorsun.Gorkemli de hep onumde,arkamda.Mutesekkirim!<p></p><p><br /></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEj5q2ospzL2AXfOekynRzHTygMvzh5MypfmDl7VuiAt1KG8NRWMNlEetAoqNA6I_Hj8ScPk_vt0tT0v6rh8xA8AEjQyy4M8B7AVKFx12e2GphNLcXYVXvxwgxIYRa5XLskq2LMtVT_wlzoeTXfNrQ1Y_O3BGHoTbjKusKaneOhe-NfcnydTqC8/s4032/IMG_4045.JPG" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="4032" data-original-width="3024" height="640" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEj5q2ospzL2AXfOekynRzHTygMvzh5MypfmDl7VuiAt1KG8NRWMNlEetAoqNA6I_Hj8ScPk_vt0tT0v6rh8xA8AEjQyy4M8B7AVKFx12e2GphNLcXYVXvxwgxIYRa5XLskq2LMtVT_wlzoeTXfNrQ1Y_O3BGHoTbjKusKaneOhe-NfcnydTqC8/w480-h640/IMG_4045.JPG" width="480" /></a></div><p><br /></p>Hayat bir disko,bense bir disko topu demistim son yazimda.Pink'in bir sarkisinda dedigi gibi "We can always party on our own" Katiliyorum Pink'cim,kendimiz de tek basimiza partileyebiliriz! Ben tek basima zevkle dans ediyorum.Tabii ki sevgili ile dans etmenin ayricaligini biliyorum.Her sekilde dans etmek eglenceli,sart.<p></p><p><br /></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEigWkBenI87pFQkYqZ_R3LeuFEoDC9QnyVbCEZqwT587s3GAPHeoKnadKFeOp8QoEFvLTBGi7jU19oPGCcVPV8B5ZiuNjBHdBPrtlprs2sOONIjMwZlTO4RfuuFf9xEBOcHh0JEpkBP5FuXU2X7en4tBaq6qFbaSxvm4xjLl2pPtPi7ksWIFRU/s4032/IMG_4052.JPG" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="3024" data-original-width="4032" height="480" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEigWkBenI87pFQkYqZ_R3LeuFEoDC9QnyVbCEZqwT587s3GAPHeoKnadKFeOp8QoEFvLTBGi7jU19oPGCcVPV8B5ZiuNjBHdBPrtlprs2sOONIjMwZlTO4RfuuFf9xEBOcHh0JEpkBP5FuXU2X7en4tBaq6qFbaSxvm4xjLl2pPtPi7ksWIFRU/w640-h480/IMG_4052.JPG" width="640" /></a></div><p><br /></p>Odam,canim odam.Cok iyi geldi bu oda bana,Ekim'den beri burdayim.yukarida.Calisma masam, cok da rahat bir koltugum var.Gordugunuz pozisyonda,uzun oturmayi pek seviyorum.Bu kompozisyonda nice okuma,blog yazma halleri gelecek bence,mevsim degisiklikleri ile.Bir blogcunun kamera arkasi😆<p></p><p><br /></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEj17MRObK05cenJKiJEQxQYkFCPRhHpKDlVpdbSw_Y_DxuU-zeES68zhOJXCbtVzvgHbKfI6fXe6MOpH2Z7GM8RYY1mhL8eiHyQ5d1qTg3GVcFnsPdH7UeyDyYW6HdLIEujRySEqKRZGIoNDDLhCdDy4Wrn724NrrawqWG0Xm2kKJ2kusEUu3A/s4032/IMG_4079.JPG" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="4032" data-original-width="3024" height="640" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEj17MRObK05cenJKiJEQxQYkFCPRhHpKDlVpdbSw_Y_DxuU-zeES68zhOJXCbtVzvgHbKfI6fXe6MOpH2Z7GM8RYY1mhL8eiHyQ5d1qTg3GVcFnsPdH7UeyDyYW6HdLIEujRySEqKRZGIoNDDLhCdDy4Wrn724NrrawqWG0Xm2kKJ2kusEUu3A/w480-h640/IMG_4079.JPG" width="480" /></a></div><p><br /></p>Is arkadasim inanilmaz comert bir Kibrisli,surekli bir seyler firina veriyor Noel doneminde.Ben de nasibimi aldim,ahhh ne cok yedim gecen ay.Bu kurabiyeler oyle sahane ki,bir tane yetmiyor!Mutesekkirim,damaklarim cok simardi,cok! Uzeri yildizli olan geleneksel Noel'de yenen mince pies.Kuru uzumlu ici.Digeri de findikli un kurabiyesi.Tarifini alip paylasacagim.<p></p><p><br /></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgcndaRBcZe3kHcoi9TlL2yxhIc1AbSOFFPirZ_WrxZtQem1Q_5Zh0iHRW0MceWq_WgVj7-OvzCvedA-R4nWciNxDh_u3tNEsQl0mac9TAd1p5DVC47rrzhKqb5EnG4ZUXPOiAhJtGGs85PzlsM6RUlIvuoRctyj3TQ5UNfS9DcEpC66j3bScg/s3088/IMG_4074.JPG" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="3088" data-original-width="2316" height="640" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgcndaRBcZe3kHcoi9TlL2yxhIc1AbSOFFPirZ_WrxZtQem1Q_5Zh0iHRW0MceWq_WgVj7-OvzCvedA-R4nWciNxDh_u3tNEsQl0mac9TAd1p5DVC47rrzhKqb5EnG4ZUXPOiAhJtGGs85PzlsM6RUlIvuoRctyj3TQ5UNfS9DcEpC66j3bScg/w480-h640/IMG_4074.JPG" width="480" /></a></div><p><br /></p>Jane'in Noel hediyesi kendi ordugu atki,en sevdigi renkte.Yumusacik,sicacik.Cok ama cok mutesekkirim.Bana boyle hediyelerle gelinince ben ayri seviniyorum.<p></p><p><br /></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhFKN8E7lg86w_gJPCfA73ESuApfOUXFotUqSbEKoyoMUj0Jx-3mGVZyEQ8BVhwe04A0Z38bpAcS0WJL_8va7SmvJqjEHi4CmbvLjkkoO4xnD8EUoTKvoF_rav1xjrmeNlynabq-78KcE_gbJqK-SjdARuxJo2zspdZysAXv_LaKjyPJiO1RDU/s1600/SFOO4780.JPG" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="1600" data-original-width="1200" height="640" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhFKN8E7lg86w_gJPCfA73ESuApfOUXFotUqSbEKoyoMUj0Jx-3mGVZyEQ8BVhwe04A0Z38bpAcS0WJL_8va7SmvJqjEHi4CmbvLjkkoO4xnD8EUoTKvoF_rav1xjrmeNlynabq-78KcE_gbJqK-SjdARuxJo2zspdZysAXv_LaKjyPJiO1RDU/w480-h640/SFOO4780.JPG" width="480" /></a></div><p><br /></p>Gelelim yeni yil gecesine.Hic suphesiz hayatimin en unutulmaz gecelerinden birini yasadim,cok guzel bir evde,cok guzel insanlarla cevriliydim.Ve o gece bir yilani kucakladim,uzerimde gezindi Ball Pyhton cinsi kendisi.Yilanlar tabii ki beni urkutur-du ama o sakinlikleri,kivrilmalari beni hep mest edip kendilerine hayran birakmistir,sakinlestirici.Hele ki o deri uzerindeki sanat eserleri. Elimin uzerinde gezinirken,boyle bir varliga sahip olmak seni Allah'a daha cok inandirip,hayran ettirmiyor mu diye sordum sahibine.Anlamadi sorumu😆😆 Hani dedim,bizi yaratan bir guc kuvvet var???? Heee falan dedi,Prizmonun ozelliklerini anlatmaya devam etti.Canim Elena,sahsim adina daha cok hayran ve ask doluyum Yaradan'a.Ve ne kadar onemsizim,ne kadar kucugum!<p></p><p><br /></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhA0cK-_dz9kj-RpU5LYAQD98ok4xbBK_tq4nKpydeRk_xgf0hiR817VmuR5B-ET6djIkMgedQG_x-RkJIn-5-9bJ6mo-BwiL6deZ0yoAxawVScVwDUKHOY3ACCtKXdY3gfw56_ZLoFngBudtU0UYoBRi0O7SgKhRTSDRuIpBall6SvyWvEDV4/s4032/IMG_4128.JPG" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="3024" data-original-width="4032" height="480" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhA0cK-_dz9kj-RpU5LYAQD98ok4xbBK_tq4nKpydeRk_xgf0hiR817VmuR5B-ET6djIkMgedQG_x-RkJIn-5-9bJ6mo-BwiL6deZ0yoAxawVScVwDUKHOY3ACCtKXdY3gfw56_ZLoFngBudtU0UYoBRi0O7SgKhRTSDRuIpBall6SvyWvEDV4/w640-h480/IMG_4128.JPG" width="640" /></a></div><br /><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhUI4-d6O4GVdhGFuOMk0eYOBTNQ21y4q3V0PihrhX_VOyJ8uo3KKwpF38CIPZ-OSMbjbZKYYmSaS9Y3apQhVU_dcu2Yt7H4QY0Dllx4wX--Bvr6Aa_qKN8OYHKY7cAdVAet6anqW0KJEqHf-kgfXsKxm69pOAr3W4Tc6r9IRdYt6Cxiu7AE14/s4032/IMG_4130.JPG" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="4032" data-original-width="3024" height="640" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhUI4-d6O4GVdhGFuOMk0eYOBTNQ21y4q3V0PihrhX_VOyJ8uo3KKwpF38CIPZ-OSMbjbZKYYmSaS9Y3apQhVU_dcu2Yt7H4QY0Dllx4wX--Bvr6Aa_qKN8OYHKY7cAdVAet6anqW0KJEqHf-kgfXsKxm69pOAr3W4Tc6r9IRdYt6Cxiu7AE14/w480-h640/IMG_4130.JPG" width="480" /></a></div><p><br /></p>Kalabalik sofranin,bir kopek tarafindan fazlaca sevilmenin tadini doyasiya cikardim o gece.Cok ama cok mutesekkirim.<p></p><p><br /></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEh76lhf5nB18CmQq9n3jE4N7r6fw4s5QT5bTGbNM43o6F0Uh48luJ_1oML-38Mus6SMm9AV2DzQ1Gz2jzESe-JClzKXZlyKpoBXANPtGg16i95w0o3FYuTw4xUwDjzAHwZDfNihVAK116HNOaZBbhduv1Qshv2dVODrE4G_zbYxz6qzVLsF8Xs/s4032/IMG_4131.JPG" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="4032" data-original-width="3024" height="640" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEh76lhf5nB18CmQq9n3jE4N7r6fw4s5QT5bTGbNM43o6F0Uh48luJ_1oML-38Mus6SMm9AV2DzQ1Gz2jzESe-JClzKXZlyKpoBXANPtGg16i95w0o3FYuTw4xUwDjzAHwZDfNihVAK116HNOaZBbhduv1Qshv2dVODrE4G_zbYxz6qzVLsF8Xs/w480-h640/IMG_4131.JPG" width="480" /></a></div><br /><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhYd8kaBzEw8sIA6C94ciwpXJzUBF4ld-QmVyIkfVaSG6cnoC1ZSRpWRkAg8yLJvQ2cfy9zOhuEOoHYuNVO-RP6r_1jHj0z9caHSjL9WjpKcTPUJNY6-qxtf1c6mw6HRI2LeDlkcqQfop5fdNCXlcK_ckTjK0HCxzBaGtP7KPI6ylhxqIOJnyA/s4032/IMG_4133.JPG" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="4032" data-original-width="3024" height="640" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhYd8kaBzEw8sIA6C94ciwpXJzUBF4ld-QmVyIkfVaSG6cnoC1ZSRpWRkAg8yLJvQ2cfy9zOhuEOoHYuNVO-RP6r_1jHj0z9caHSjL9WjpKcTPUJNY6-qxtf1c6mw6HRI2LeDlkcqQfop5fdNCXlcK_ckTjK0HCxzBaGtP7KPI6ylhxqIOJnyA/w480-h640/IMG_4133.JPG" width="480" /></a></div><p><br /></p>Prosecco'ya doydugum,piril piril isiklara bakip bakip dilek diledigim unutulmaz bir giris oldu seneye.Zaten yeni yila girer girmez,40 dk kadar sonra ben yataga kizlar dedim,biraktim onlari bahcede.<p></p><p><br /></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhi8bxOI4v57vhT2TW86b_eGwGHHcE-V0SdDor9Vmuo4L6qsy1HSloMZkci5Z6BqSSfnZsIPU8P61VSckeEwrxqm0TMMT2mcG-WXVbbflZ3Gvqy8yQ4Hio0TByEE1WoQ33QGkxrjKdBPwX1FwVQydmkJNbRqaU4qJ0TIjFcLo4aSxtP_Stzy9U/s4032/IMG_4134.JPG" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="4032" data-original-width="3024" height="640" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhi8bxOI4v57vhT2TW86b_eGwGHHcE-V0SdDor9Vmuo4L6qsy1HSloMZkci5Z6BqSSfnZsIPU8P61VSckeEwrxqm0TMMT2mcG-WXVbbflZ3Gvqy8yQ4Hio0TByEE1WoQ33QGkxrjKdBPwX1FwVQydmkJNbRqaU4qJ0TIjFcLo4aSxtP_Stzy9U/w480-h640/IMG_4134.JPG" width="480" /></a></div><p><br /></p>Yilin ilk kahvesi bu fincanda,cok ama cok misafirperver bir Fransiz tarafindan yapildi😁😁😁 Yeni yila girisim muhtesem oldu,dilerim gidisatim daha da muhtesem olsun.<p></p><p>Artsin eksilmesin,cok sevelim sevilelim,askimiz taze kalsin,yoksa gelsin bizi bulsun.Soframizdan,ruhumuzdan renk eksik olmasin,isiklarimiz capcanli kalsin,kendimizi sevelim,kendimize iyi bakalim.Bol kitapli kahveli,sicacik ayakli,serin kafali,sakin,huzurlu,hareketli cok ama cok unutulmaz bir yil olsun yirmiyirmiuc.</p><p>Kalbinize gore olsun her sey.Guc sizde! Ask da.💕💕💕💗💗💗<br /> </p>Çileksuyu Sibelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03911732606954816588noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-17639820.post-20131079876171394992022-12-29T16:48:00.004+00:002022-12-29T16:53:57.488+00:0029.12.2022<p></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjhqdaFes58wUcx8P5zSk91gfVVue5Vb1VL6SmirwUPga8aSdVOOlgNvmHLd2g0QJ5VdBjM8t131gcactznsxXboGKrcRIy31pJesoPLuzFqepUKXs9qz8a7YxJohDEskkPlaMozVlx_eUeIFhaqpM5fMFEHzlEuApvOtQU8QuxfOKauZgoS7s/s4032/IMG_3400.JPG" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="4032" data-original-width="3024" height="640" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjhqdaFes58wUcx8P5zSk91gfVVue5Vb1VL6SmirwUPga8aSdVOOlgNvmHLd2g0QJ5VdBjM8t131gcactznsxXboGKrcRIy31pJesoPLuzFqepUKXs9qz8a7YxJohDEskkPlaMozVlx_eUeIFhaqpM5fMFEHzlEuApvOtQU8QuxfOKauZgoS7s/w480-h640/IMG_3400.JPG" width="480" /></a></div><p><br /></p>Sabahlarin insani degilim artik,hatta gece kusu oldum bile diyebilirim.Sabahlari cok erken kalktigim saatler cok uzakta sanki.Is dolayisiyla mecbur olmadikca kurmuyorum saati.O gereksiz cok erken uyanmalar alkolden sebepmis.Isten gec gelip,gec sakin saatlerin tadini cikariyorum,gec yatip gec kalkiyorum.Genelde uyandigim saatlerde gun aydinlik oluyor,gunesliyse hele disko topumun minnak isiklari tavani kapliyor.Gozumu ilk acip gordugum isik,duydugum cok sukur ki genelde sessizlik;kus sesleri.Ara ara carpan kapilari duymuyorum,duysam da gerilmiyorum.<p></p><p><br /></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; 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text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEj7zsqK8jKAxXHQyg6qfDeVj2psOBxO2lWp8S7JDnsUg1Q-J5e54D9YeRt_FnYIPcdWGQzFW__mpaOAUzAtk7_gs-lhw9jVHddL5F5zYQOk4-5InLDDLcWt0EiFC7IJR79xxT2m2_KO15w966AFpZKIV5v0P80Mhymk5udzDuO3iQ6fmpk_wf0/s4032/IMG_3523.JPG" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="4032" data-original-width="3024" height="640" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEj7zsqK8jKAxXHQyg6qfDeVj2psOBxO2lWp8S7JDnsUg1Q-J5e54D9YeRt_FnYIPcdWGQzFW__mpaOAUzAtk7_gs-lhw9jVHddL5F5zYQOk4-5InLDDLcWt0EiFC7IJR79xxT2m2_KO15w966AFpZKIV5v0P80Mhymk5udzDuO3iQ6fmpk_wf0/w480-h640/IMG_3523.JPG" width="480" /></a></div><p><br /></p>Cok dusunuyorum,tartiyorum.Boyle yapmisim,yapmasaymisim,hakliymis,ben hakliymisim,haksizlikmis vs...Ne kadar dusunursem dusuneyim,donup kalbime bakiyorum ve icimin cok rahat olmasi beni rahatlatiyor.Olmasi gereken,olmasi gerektigi sekilde,olmasi gerektigi zamanda oluyor.Fazla sorgulamanin manasi yok,teslim olmak guzelmis,tecrube insani daha guclu kiliyormus,kendine guvenini artiriyormus.<p></p><p></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; 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Yine agacimizi getirdi,karti birakti masa ustune,herkese bir kutu cikolata ile birlikte.Afrikali Ronald ile susledik agaci,yildizi ustune Ronald koydu.Sonra ikimiz de isaret parmaklarimiz ile dokunup,dilek diledik.Ronald ilk defa kar gordu bu yil bir kac hafta once,Londra kara teslim oldugunda.</p><p>Bu ev bana barinak,siginak oldu.Hatta iyilesme merkezi,bir nevi rehab.Kendime ait bir oda,kucukken de cok sevdigim bir seydi.Odamin tozunu alir,kitaplarimi oksar,ufak tefek degisiklikler yapar,mum yakardim.Odam benim kabugum,kabugumu seviyorum.Insan ne kadar sevdikleri ile yakin olsa da,kendine ait alana,zamana sahip cikmali,sinirini belli etmeli.</p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhJAdbKXD9sVTNs19bSTv77AsWn653KviSKSpRI4BZqw95BBKepU7YZzqbBbATNVfvqQ6ai1mtVRP0aw_hEYdKyonxU3HyzYKGK_s2bXOTTkdWC2fcWlVDSuDp0huFCoH8S5DxO4tRIKcNxmOhAKMWSgbFsnGe_3CUozF935H3tR09kao61O7w/s4032/IMG_3961.JPG" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="4032" data-original-width="3024" height="640" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhJAdbKXD9sVTNs19bSTv77AsWn653KviSKSpRI4BZqw95BBKepU7YZzqbBbATNVfvqQ6ai1mtVRP0aw_hEYdKyonxU3HyzYKGK_s2bXOTTkdWC2fcWlVDSuDp0huFCoH8S5DxO4tRIKcNxmOhAKMWSgbFsnGe_3CUozF935H3tR09kao61O7w/w480-h640/IMG_3961.JPG" width="480" /></a></div><br /> Ne kalbimiz ne de vucudumuz yol gecen hani degil.Insan elinden geldigince gozu gibi bakabilmeli kendisine.Kendimize nasil baktigimiz,disariya da fikir veriyor sonucta.Biz kendimize iyi bakmazsak,karsi tarafin bize iyi bakmasini nasil bekleyebiliriz ki.Iyilerle karsilasalim.<p></p><p>2022'ye dair oturup dusundugumde genel olarak hislerim bu yonde.Cokca sukur dolu,hem de cok.Bir dolu kahkaha,sarilma,cok calisma dolu.Gecen seneki bazi gunleri dusundukce,o halime donup sarilmak istiyorum.Hos ben sarilamadim belki ama cok guzel saranim sarmalayanim oldu,mesafeye ragmen telefon araciligi ile sarildilar.Sonsuz mutesekkirim.Geccek dediler gecti diyemem ama o hissettigim cok aglaklik,kendine acima,kendini gariban,terkedilmis hissetme donemi gecti,gecmeyen bazi duygular da tecrube olarak hayat haneme yazildi.Hep bildigim ve inandigim,hayat herseye ragmen guzel,biz nasil tercih edersek o sekilde yasanacak.</p><p>Simdi gidip kendime bir Turk Kahvesi yapacagim.Sari battaniyemi omuzlarima alip,Ay'a selam verecegim.Donuste mum ve adacayi yakacagim ve tirnaklarima parlak bir oje surecegim.Sonrasi The Handmaid's Tale maratonuna devam.</p><p>Yarin Cuma,bence yilin son Tesekkur Cuma'sini yazmak icin erken kalkmaliyim.Ben niyet ettim,bakalim sabah ne gosterecek.</p><p>Sevgiyle ,askla,saglikla kalin.💗💝💝</p><p><br /></p>Çileksuyu Sibelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03911732606954816588noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-17639820.post-542785655752949752022-12-26T18:58:00.004+00:002022-12-29T15:46:26.526+00:00Mutlu Pazarertesiler,Boxing Day.<p></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgkJ3Z2azDqfhOzcJR0a5hWSfQSR4KInodqfTKO3XG6uIezvQevNdmlWzVrp_rmmb0n9EXp2mbmduAV6RYb51yQ2URSDl3jiEBiigc7I1erzjxQRWWQ5ZVA8chy3pRjo0-H8fsN4Z2tNk4cm2oN1bRLcz0xU2409KGCmswTdAK42pGyDY9x0Xc/s4032/IMG_3946.JPG" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="4032" data-original-width="3024" height="640" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgkJ3Z2azDqfhOzcJR0a5hWSfQSR4KInodqfTKO3XG6uIezvQevNdmlWzVrp_rmmb0n9EXp2mbmduAV6RYb51yQ2URSDl3jiEBiigc7I1erzjxQRWWQ5ZVA8chy3pRjo0-H8fsN4Z2tNk4cm2oN1bRLcz0xU2409KGCmswTdAK42pGyDY9x0Xc/w480-h640/IMG_3946.JPG" width="480" /></a></div><p><br /></p>Selam dostlarim.Gonderdiginiz yorumlara cok tesekkur ederim,cok mutlu ettiniz beni.Umarim donusum muhtesem olur.<p></p><p>Kisaca son 6 ayi anlatacagim,boylelikle biraz da yilin muhasebesini yapmis olur kendime bazi seyleri hatirlatmis olurum.</p><p>En son Mayis'ta yazip Haziran basinda Istanbul'a ucmustum.3 hafta kaldim.2.5 sene ustune ailemi gordum,cok mutlu gunler yasadim her zamanki gibi.Donuste geleneksel Turkiye donusu bunalimina girmedim,gayet iyi gelip hemen buradaki hayatima yerlestim.Iki memleketin arasinda ,iki parallel evrende yasiyor gibiyim zaten senelerdir,Sliding Doors'daki gibi kapi aciliyor,kapaniyor.Ben hem orali hem burali ama kalbim benim yuvam,bu dunya benim memleket.</p><p>Hemen ise basladim tabii ve Covid ortalardan kalkmak uzereyken,ben aaa bana ugramadi bile diye ovunurken Covid oldum,1 hafta yattim.Cok rahat gecirdim,iyi bir dinlenme oldu sahsim adina.Ama tabii bunu anneme sorun,ilk gun biraz fenayim diye annem panikler yasadi,gozlerinde yaslar sanki Covid'den daha buyuk bir sey yasiyordum.</p><p>Ise dondum,sevmedigim bolumde calismaya devam ettim,gezdim,sosyallestim,guldum eglendim,yazi bitirdim en sevdigim aylarin sultani Eylul'e geldik,Eylul mevsiminde bana nazarlar degdi herhalde.Bogdu beni bu Eylul nedense.Eylul benim yeni yilimdir,ilham sevk doluyumdur,hep ozel bir sey yapmaya calisirim,hic icimden gelmedi.Dondum kaldim.Ve evet bir sabah gercekten dondum kaldim,anxiety atak mi gecirdim,ne oldu bilmiyorum ama ben ben degildim.Sabah ise gitmek uzere saati kurmustum,saat daha calmadan ben zaten aglayarak uyandim,aglamaya engel olamadim,nefesim gitti,ayaklarimi yere basamadim.Ise gitsem mi gitmesem mi bilemedim,mudurume mesaj attim gelmiyecegim dedim,sonra senin laflarina tahammul edemeyecegim diyerek kendimi zorladim ve gittim ise.3 saat surunerek calistim,neyseki magaza acilmamisti henuz.Is arkadaslarimdan birisi gelip nasilsin diye sordu ve ben yine bosaldim,magaza ortasinda.Ve eve gonderildim.Ertesi gun ise gitmedim,Dr'u arayip telefon gorusmesi yaptik,hemen randevu ayarlayalim yuzyuze dedi ve gittim gordum kendisini,ise gitmeden once.</p><p>Bu arada benim Dr'u arama sebebim,artik yaptigim hicbirseyin bana iyi gelmemesi ve o sabah kendi halimden cok korkmus olmamdi.(Ben Dr'a belki iki senede bir giderim,cok mecbur kalirsam,cok sukur ki)</p><p>Tabii ki hemen depresyon hapi onerildi,ben yok dedim O da,ben senin gibi hissediyor olsaydim kesinlikle bir sureligine de olsa kullanirdim dedi.Dusuk dozda onerdi,3 ay dene dedi sonra yine konusalim.</p><p><br /></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgSuO1YVhHfjDaq3K9HNuFkEMkaJsqdJlwJQubrFdtcZKOrbvLI5PZWPwoVMWwhUnT8SRogzq18uQciC-Q2OhTN4bO-dPmi4iRhAqa_wXQtyTU_2WOsOEGupOavPQMV7__ru1greP4Lf8c9cc2OwMhHKp-r_CG-86o33zW_MUl58zLYI6yTsFw/s4032/IMG_3958.JPG" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="4032" data-original-width="3024" height="640" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgSuO1YVhHfjDaq3K9HNuFkEMkaJsqdJlwJQubrFdtcZKOrbvLI5PZWPwoVMWwhUnT8SRogzq18uQciC-Q2OhTN4bO-dPmi4iRhAqa_wXQtyTU_2WOsOEGupOavPQMV7__ru1greP4Lf8c9cc2OwMhHKp-r_CG-86o33zW_MUl58zLYI6yTsFw/w480-h640/IMG_3958.JPG" width="480" /></a></div><p><br /></p>Bu arada genelde disardan bakan beni cok iyi goruyor,iltifatlar havada ucusuyor falan.O sabah gecirdigim en kotu sabahti.O gunlerde neredeyse 2 senedir bekledigim terapim de geldi,sanirim DR halimi gorunce islerin onunu biraz acti.6 saat NHS'in verdigi telefon terapisini aldim.Unutmadan belirtmek isterim,ben konusan,derdini duygularini gayet net ifade edebilen bir kadinim,hep oyleydim, ya da oyle saniyordum.Cok destek psikologumsu dostlarla cevriliyim ki son iki senenin hakkini hicbirine odeyemem.O yuzden terapi ben de cok etki etti mi bilmiyorum,arkadaslarimla konusur gibi konusuyordum ama her haftayi da 4 gozle bekliyordum.6 hafta icinde depresyon seviyem dustu ama kaygi seviyem surekli oynadi,bir soru vardi ki ona hep en yuksek numarali cevabi verdim.Yine sorsa,galiba yine ayni cevabi veririm.<p></p><p>Bu arada o ruh halimle,mudurume o magazadan ayrilmak istedigimi soyledim,basta hayir asla demistim teklif geldiginde orayi, insanlari gayet sevdigimi ve iste de iyi seyler basardigimi dusunuyordum ama o sabahtan sonra her sey degisti.Kendi istegimle,zam da alarak o magazadan ayrildim.Su gibi akti isler,verdigim en iyi karardi.Megerse o magazada olmak toksik bir birliktelik icinde olmak gibiymis,zararini yaptigim fedakarliklari ayrilana kadar fark etmemisim,durumun icindeyken gayet normal geliyormus yasadiklarim. (Son 2,5 yil pek aydinlatici oldu,o yuzden cok parlak bir kadin oldum.😉😁</p><p>Ekim basinda canim J ile pilates haftasonu icin cok guzel bir gurupla cok keyifli,ilham veren 2 gun gecirdik.Ordan donuste yeni magazamda ise basladim.</p><p>Refloxoloji,reiki,tum vucut masaj yaptirmis,cancagazim ile kutuphanede bulusmus,uzun temiz yuruyusler yapmistik.Hava sansimiza muhtesemdi,Ekim Eylul'un veremedigi coskuyu vermeye soz vermis gibiydi bana. Icimden bir ses o haftasonundan sonra,bloke edilmis tum enerjilerimin acildigini ve o sayede iyi hissetmeye basladigimi soyluyor,enerji seviyem,ruh halim tamamen degisti.(sanmayin ki melaykeye dondum,tabii ki hala stres yapiyor,kiziyorum)</p><p>Bir baktim sabah ilk is agzima attigim depresyon haplarimi unutmaya baslamisim.Sakinim ya da stresimi daha iyi kontrol ediyorum.Sonra haplari bilerek almamaya basladim,uzun sure yatagimin basinda durdular;alsam mi almasam mi diye gidip geldim,birden birakmam nasil olur? Bir farkli etki hissetmedim icmedigim zamanlarda,ya da yan etki.Ve o yuzden 17 Aralik'ta tuvalete attim hepsini,filmlerdeki gibi.Kac defa sifonu cektim gitmediler,erimeleri gayet uzun surdu.Tuvalette boyleyseler,icimde kim bilir nasillar diye diye atabildigime cok sukrettim.</p><p><br /></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg0wH2FjsfIC6ZE4ihCrRbQ8EK78fGrvopC1pJ4ACZ8Kiphp5EXDWP5IFTXJS5mbOi9FVgf-ojdNE2REr68OGmXZi_yFOzr0Lgq_U1OEkuqptLC9093FQYPnI6fOjeQIEpeXJX2cib3roQsxS7lcGtkmGh0UUmm1qXXUNLPZxQVw58rfk3OTGw/s4032/IMG_3943.JPG" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="4032" data-original-width="3024" height="640" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg0wH2FjsfIC6ZE4ihCrRbQ8EK78fGrvopC1pJ4ACZ8Kiphp5EXDWP5IFTXJS5mbOi9FVgf-ojdNE2REr68OGmXZi_yFOzr0Lgq_U1OEkuqptLC9093FQYPnI6fOjeQIEpeXJX2cib3roQsxS7lcGtkmGh0UUmm1qXXUNLPZxQVw58rfk3OTGw/w480-h640/IMG_3943.JPG" width="480" /></a></div><p><br /></p>O haplardan once Kalms diye gayet bitkisel olan haplari da aliyordum,onlari da unutuyorum.Simdilerde aldigim tek hap,vitaminlerim,hatirladigim surece.<p></p><p>Gecen ay TEFL kursumu da biraktim,ben ogretmen olmak istemiyorum,istemiyormusum,istedigimi sanmisim.TEFL yolculugu yarim kaldi ama pisman degilim,yuk olan herseyi atiyorum,birakiyorum.Cok uzak memleketlere gidip yasama hayallerim de yok artik,su an oldugum yere tirnaklarimi kaziyarak geldim,44 yasindan sonra o kadar radikal kararlar alasim yok,olanima simsiki sarilasim var.Tabii ki isten,asktan geri ceviremeyecegim bir teklif gelir,neden olmasin?</p><p>Cok calisiyorum,oldugum yerden gayet memnunum.Isime ve is arkadaslarima karsi bakis acimi degistirdim,kendimi gayet guclu hissediyorum.Yolum uzun ama simdiye dek almis oldugum yoldan da gurur duyuyorum.Ben sadece kendisi ile yarisan bir insanim,hep oyle oldum zaten.Kompetitif bir tarafim yoktur,dunden daha iyi yapiyorsam ben kazanctayim.Kesinlikle maddi manevi dun oldugum yerden cok daha iyi bir yerdeyim ve bu degisimleri yapabilecek gucu kendimde buldugum icin kendimle gurur duyuyorum.Degistirebilecegim seyleri degistirebilme gucu,degistiremeyeceklerime dayanma gucu diler,oyle dua ederim yillardir.</p><p>Velhasil kendimi iki kusur yildir hissetmedigim kadar iyi hissediyorum.Hafif.</p><p>En yakin insanlarim bunun yuzume fazlasiyla yansidigini soyluyorlar.Goruntumden memnunum,hislerimden de.</p><p></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhVzNiC_6VKqjSykTUN2T6OnmPHOReAXNEMqXvcDjlbamPV_WeM8A4FxLh6DF44lE1_DHafglIFBcQwHWDxlG0f8CiHX6EvnJ7H3Fgn39xehXoISoueXoaTH1E8Tfb9YA5HJ-bY-4XI_IAP_-3mSzRMUXr4WuUSbWMHm0HxWDQa6j0_wcv0MpU/s4032/IMG_3904.JPG" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="4032" data-original-width="3024" height="640" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhVzNiC_6VKqjSykTUN2T6OnmPHOReAXNEMqXvcDjlbamPV_WeM8A4FxLh6DF44lE1_DHafglIFBcQwHWDxlG0f8CiHX6EvnJ7H3Fgn39xehXoISoueXoaTH1E8Tfb9YA5HJ-bY-4XI_IAP_-3mSzRMUXr4WuUSbWMHm0HxWDQa6j0_wcv0MpU/w480-h640/IMG_3904.JPG" width="480" /></a></div><br /><h2 style="clear: both; text-align: center;">Iste Boyle dostlarim.Donusum muhtesem mi oldu bilemiyorum ama burda olmaktan mutlu hissettigim kesin ve net!</h2><div>Bakalim bundan sonrasi nasil olacak? Dilerim iyi olsun.Okuyalim,gezelim,yuruyelim,sevdiklerimize simsiki sarilalim.Sahsim adina benim daha buyuk planlarim yok hayata dair.Su an benim icin harika.</div><div><br /></div><div>Yillardir cilgin renk ve desenlerime katlandiginiz icin cok mutesekkirim 😁 </div><div><br /></div><div>Super gecsin haftamiz.Yilin son gunleri,saka gibi!</div><div><br /></div><br /> <p></p>Çileksuyu Sibelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03911732606954816588noreply@blogger.com10tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-17639820.post-35392709512023743162022-12-18T19:29:00.002+00:002022-12-18T19:29:21.989+00:00Pazar'lari Pek Severim #51<p></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhEmX1skVwkjZmJatpULqeFWLQZM9SbxxkUZyD054hD0B5_uJKjRwTvtSfwUxMNHbyCAXbNcE2wFWi3jXZkOtSFFpCV9XP0ijKr_T4dOIHf2aWwPWE_9cabExIUV32XLz5QvybVNqQDYC-hCzUu3TgYcZos8wUf-Dlm0cggrI06eeHQvUpcN4E/s4032/IMG_3959.JPG" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="4032" data-original-width="3024" height="640" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhEmX1skVwkjZmJatpULqeFWLQZM9SbxxkUZyD054hD0B5_uJKjRwTvtSfwUxMNHbyCAXbNcE2wFWi3jXZkOtSFFpCV9XP0ijKr_T4dOIHf2aWwPWE_9cabExIUV32XLz5QvybVNqQDYC-hCzUu3TgYcZos8wUf-Dlm0cggrI06eeHQvUpcN4E/w480-h640/IMG_3959.JPG" width="480" /></a></div><p><br /></p>Selammmmm.6 ayi asmis yazmayali,sanirim bir blogcu blokeligi yasadim.Aslinda bloke olmadim,yoksa neler yazasim anlatasim geldi,sonra vazgectim,sevkim kacti.Bu sabaha kadar.Zaten son bir kac seferdir IG'de paylasimlarimdan blogumu yazmayi,insanlarimi okumayi ozledigimi fark ettim.Blog yazma istegi durter oldu ve o durtuye engel olamadim.<p></p><p>Her zamanki gibi foto paylasmak icin fotolarimi yukleyeyim laptopa dedim.431 kare transferdeyken son 6 ay gozumun onunden gecti resmen.Koca bir yaz,sonbahar,kis.Hazirandaki kareler aile dolu,sonrasi genelde ,agac cicek vs.431 kare telefonun neresinde anlayamadim hos,cunku google'a yuklendikten sonra siliyorum hepsini telefondan buna ragmen hafizam hep kisitli,tukenmis.Neyse unuttugumu sandigim foto yuklemeyi ve bloga yazi yazabilmeyi basarabilmis olarak burdayim.</p><p>Pazar olmasindan sebeb severek yazdigim serim ile devam edeyim,ordan baslayayim dedim.En son <a href="https://cileksuyu.blogspot.com/2022/02/pazarlari-pek-severim-50-elli.html">yazdigim yine bugune benzer bir gunmus</a>.</p><p><br /></p><p>Sabah 08:04'de uyanmisim,alarmsiz.Sonrasi uzun sure yatakta uzanma,kahve,kitap,kus dinleme,IG'de gezinti ile geleneksel sakin bir sabah.Sonrasi park,biraz kosu biraz yuruyus.Jane'den gelen mesaj:kahve-kek keyfi yapalim mi?,Benden😃 Tabii ki hayir demem.</p><p><br /></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgGG2nJFjtB4A1lh-xI-qOkPWM_pEu3U0jukV9zH1EtpNaC7RxwfxuKrLyJEvFVWQBbVAvyvazSZz6ThifgIpeUx7Jmgucvs5WsbbDWRzkb7RMgyE5bisp0_-akJiUiOKc4Y46rp9I36sGBudpaxFkqj3jXshd249KyuorChsqsJa8ma2i9y6Q/s4032/IMG_3865.JPG" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="4032" data-original-width="3024" height="640" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgGG2nJFjtB4A1lh-xI-qOkPWM_pEu3U0jukV9zH1EtpNaC7RxwfxuKrLyJEvFVWQBbVAvyvazSZz6ThifgIpeUx7Jmgucvs5WsbbDWRzkb7RMgyE5bisp0_-akJiUiOKc4Y46rp9I36sGBudpaxFkqj3jXshd249KyuorChsqsJa8ma2i9y6Q/w480-h640/IMG_3865.JPG" width="480" /></a></div><p><br /></p>Bizim kosedeki pastane kafeye gittik,sevdigimiz local yerlerden biri.Neyi nasil odeyecegimizin tartismasini kasadaki kizin onunde yaptiktan sonra Jane kazandi,orjinal plandaki gibi yari yariya odemek istemedi. Gunun konusu benim blogum,yazmamam,yazmak icin sevklenmem.Ister inanin ister inanmayin sabah yayilirken son 6 ay tum yazdiklarimi sirayla okudum,bazi yerlerde o halime gidip sarilmak istedim ben.Canim Sibel demek istedim.Zaten son iki yila bakinca genel olarak hissettigim bu. Gozyasimin gozumun,reglimin rahmimin ucunda oldugu su gunlerde duygusala baglamayacagim dostlarim.Ama hissiyat genelde bu(ydu)<p></p><p><br /></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgn6wqRsyDauAcaK7KdzDPzknmFyRMdO4n5BSPgSvZMj_QNXTXyB31vmdMUs7SVyeRTB-Sqvy4XY74RfAeVhiDao-LbCt0_uicTEbU3BSw_nFvHSC6PC9HpMFRHLwkXslmHuQwp5OvFBrsbmIzc0_R5pkilmlvkuHJus8JJaun0436K5tDpIyU/s4032/IMG_3962.JPG" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="4032" data-original-width="3024" height="640" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgn6wqRsyDauAcaK7KdzDPzknmFyRMdO4n5BSPgSvZMj_QNXTXyB31vmdMUs7SVyeRTB-Sqvy4XY74RfAeVhiDao-LbCt0_uicTEbU3BSw_nFvHSC6PC9HpMFRHLwkXslmHuQwp5OvFBrsbmIzc0_R5pkilmlvkuHJus8JJaun0436K5tDpIyU/w480-h640/IMG_3962.JPG" width="480" /></a></div><p><br /></p>Sevdigim gibi bir Pazar,haftasonu oldu.Dinlenmis hissediyorum,bu sakinlik yavaslik beni mest ediyor.<p></p><p><br /></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiA-MUSeqyUxxLt8CMHrEjwjhsWy-CP0FhRhVf7raTXNoHTjp_a0waka2iw8_yZPho76nf3WzJ3VEl-yS7kyCt_8Qs_Vb-BZ0gZ4wZRUNpoIzdm89UTi7vkFCjBew5_QhoEwObC99GcadjSerU4e-KGQDMmhWC5TtQmLseLvX2pvZoAAM_NG1I/s4032/IMG_3964.JPG" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="4032" data-original-width="3024" height="640" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiA-MUSeqyUxxLt8CMHrEjwjhsWy-CP0FhRhVf7raTXNoHTjp_a0waka2iw8_yZPho76nf3WzJ3VEl-yS7kyCt_8Qs_Vb-BZ0gZ4wZRUNpoIzdm89UTi7vkFCjBew5_QhoEwObC99GcadjSerU4e-KGQDMmhWC5TtQmLseLvX2pvZoAAM_NG1I/w480-h640/IMG_3964.JPG" width="480" /></a></div><p><br /></p>Mumlarimi yakip,kendime cay ihlamur demleyecegim ve Allan ile gorusmemizi bekleyecegim heyecanla.Belki hos bir film bulurum sonra kim bilir.<p></p><p>Bir dahaki yazimda son 6 ayi anlatmaya niyetliyim,ozetle.</p><p>Kisaca geldim ben,burdayim.Yazmadigim zaman haber salan insanlarima tesekkuru bir borc bilir sarilirim.Kesinlikle,blogosfer baska bir dunya.</p><p>Iyi haftalar!<br /> </p>Çileksuyu Sibelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03911732606954816588noreply@blogger.com8tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-17639820.post-86015068350623727512022-05-27T19:53:00.000+01:002022-05-27T19:53:49.330+01:00Tesekkur Cuma'si #249<p></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEigq_mEez0nL8zAC_gvDsINs17_-pNTh_dOX2at65Hn0MjkWl1MOcz0cZBgyG2wmIg2HEHvcSX4gzMzx7ENoI3RK6XOq0ogPvi2WRb01krUhD7687TzXk8KJoSN36YLui4yZnJoKIxGz-QmDTn5MHGgjyjMcp19B3_CqG9F7qiGT7P3R-dDn60/s4032/IMG_9877.JPG" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="4032" data-original-width="3024" height="640" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEigq_mEez0nL8zAC_gvDsINs17_-pNTh_dOX2at65Hn0MjkWl1MOcz0cZBgyG2wmIg2HEHvcSX4gzMzx7ENoI3RK6XOq0ogPvi2WRb01krUhD7687TzXk8KJoSN36YLui4yZnJoKIxGz-QmDTn5MHGgjyjMcp19B3_CqG9F7qiGT7P3R-dDn60/w480-h640/IMG_9877.JPG" width="480" /></a></div><p><br /></p>Nerelerdesin Sibel dediginizi duyar gibiyim😃 Saka saka tabii ki duymuyorum,ama hayirsiz bir blogcu oldum ciktim.Hos artik blog mu kaldi,kim yaziyor kim okuyor? IG geldi blogosfer kurudu.Hayat zaten yogunlasti iyice,yorucu oldu benim icin ozellikle Mayis'ta.Haftada 6 gun calisir oldum.Isten gelince de halim kalmiyor yazmaya,anlatmaya.Zaten anlatmaya deger de pek bir sey yok hayatimda.Senelerdir bildiginiz seyler,kucuk mutluluklarla cevrili kocaman bir dunya.<p></p><p><br /></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhRcqKbEQrFGHqpPlUaTMRntEb1lowxUWz8POt2RdA6RorMWGGcd23ZJ8Qg1Ilew7Yi7O-Mzdx-aLocTD2jz5o9r0yyiLGzwawEBr_GYJqgbQkmIa3v7tdswmjQKW00FHyxqUb4vhozn8Ri_3ePY_Tkad2W27KkIKV9-w2OfvvEa_KokeOOmJc/s4032/IMG_9879.JPG" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="4032" data-original-width="3024" height="640" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhRcqKbEQrFGHqpPlUaTMRntEb1lowxUWz8POt2RdA6RorMWGGcd23ZJ8Qg1Ilew7Yi7O-Mzdx-aLocTD2jz5o9r0yyiLGzwawEBr_GYJqgbQkmIa3v7tdswmjQKW00FHyxqUb4vhozn8Ri_3ePY_Tkad2W27KkIKV9-w2OfvvEa_KokeOOmJc/w480-h640/IMG_9879.JPG" width="480" /></a></div><p><br /></p>Her zamanki araliklarla dostlarla bulusma,ise giderken yuruyus,gunluk yazmaca,cokca calismaca,eskiye kiyasla daha az okuma,bahcede oturma derken akiyor hayat en saglikli sekilde.<p></p><p>Kendimi dinlemeye calisiyorum.En kizdigim zamanlarda bile dilimi tutmayi ogreniyorum yavas yavas,cunku anlamayana binlerce kez anlatmaya taakatim yok.</p><p><br /></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; 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text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhsFTctjUK9XCKk9Tp_Y5PL839vs4ACn2hoor9ZuNPGrp0RilRu2GJzoiA-qUDG6BDzw5FBWnll7unTXsbzl0vzmwZPpwWfKJwngGuDHMgV9RAWDcSwFtPsuemNxR5wQegIT9kxNAzm-kvhOil4QqiTWePyVEBkNVDZag3vyfUnLCJMb5AuLbc/s4032/IMG_9892.JPG" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="4032" data-original-width="3024" height="640" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhsFTctjUK9XCKk9Tp_Y5PL839vs4ACn2hoor9ZuNPGrp0RilRu2GJzoiA-qUDG6BDzw5FBWnll7unTXsbzl0vzmwZPpwWfKJwngGuDHMgV9RAWDcSwFtPsuemNxR5wQegIT9kxNAzm-kvhOil4QqiTWePyVEBkNVDZag3vyfUnLCJMb5AuLbc/w480-h640/IMG_9892.JPG" width="480" /></a></div><p><br /></p>Bunun disinda TR'ye gidecegim gunu iple cekiyorum.2.5 yil ustune sevdiklerime kavusacagim.kalbim pir pir.Insanlah saglikla gelsin o gun,yumusak yumusak kolay kolay gecsin ucus gunu.Ne kadar mutesekkir oldugumu ifade edemeyecegim!<p></p><p><br /></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjD2XTvuWZhXIFzYGRLOGlMQDpnGaWsQcfKnX24bK64SVgIcHg7siwoS-ZX4vC0iul3KGfncO2c0KsS8Wy7_568XTAAL0PH-lnhL12I46X1Ul6icmAly67LF3fzAKww5oO35r1_8T07L_UKnqB13HNFmhJXTmsl11rYWtGIhFogWN40Du7Y1Uk/s4032/IMG_9893.JPG" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="4032" data-original-width="3024" height="640" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjD2XTvuWZhXIFzYGRLOGlMQDpnGaWsQcfKnX24bK64SVgIcHg7siwoS-ZX4vC0iul3KGfncO2c0KsS8Wy7_568XTAAL0PH-lnhL12I46X1Ul6icmAly67LF3fzAKww5oO35r1_8T07L_UKnqB13HNFmhJXTmsl11rYWtGIhFogWN40Du7Y1Uk/w480-h640/IMG_9893.JPG" width="480" /></a></div><br /> Masumlar Apartmani'nin son bolumunu izledim dun aksam.Hayatimda en iz birakan dizilerden birisi,hatta tek Turk dizisi bile diyebilirim.Degisim donemimde bana yaren oldu resmen her karakter.Hepsini ozleyecegim.<p></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg2zn0PoAZMqM14041SAspdIO__EXLzPV6_HMFE1FrO-97f96WxtIbJJUWV5wYAs7GWocGOdVMn28qqlg2z3iqXnrvwBfEyj3CxhreKNniWhn_HBISM5mqduTp1fiyQB4WyUj-Iq6o6m8A24-DuFCgOqgNYRR9yLxLtOlkBMt87KizrRjxxQ_8/s4032/IMG_9906.JPG" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="4032" data-original-width="3024" height="640" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg2zn0PoAZMqM14041SAspdIO__EXLzPV6_HMFE1FrO-97f96WxtIbJJUWV5wYAs7GWocGOdVMn28qqlg2z3iqXnrvwBfEyj3CxhreKNniWhn_HBISM5mqduTp1fiyQB4WyUj-Iq6o6m8A24-DuFCgOqgNYRR9yLxLtOlkBMt87KizrRjxxQ_8/w480-h640/IMG_9906.JPG" width="480" /></a></div><div><br /></div>Ozel bir sey dinlemiyorum,ne zamandir film de izlemedim zaten TV'yi bile zor aciyorum.Masumlar'i hep telefondan izledim.Ekran sosyalligim genelde hala IG'den ibaret ki o bile eskiye nazaran bayagi bir azaldi.<div><br /><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhH_uP_YqTOVRGoapApV7R8sQJ4MRRcJVeYh-WF3XZ1oGowbry853A0fzn_55GRQF8G_kcOVO_lRyDBNhFpKu0ffmsiZMPZu-IISf2sO3kwjXqQFE1jH2vnKvBRvKAT_9QaEZFE4ohQ4EmCKUkIWN6Fb6rsPfdHFqvytNRmhxnQ_Kxx2peIte4/s4032/IMG_9896.JPG" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="3024" data-original-width="4032" height="480" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhH_uP_YqTOVRGoapApV7R8sQJ4MRRcJVeYh-WF3XZ1oGowbry853A0fzn_55GRQF8G_kcOVO_lRyDBNhFpKu0ffmsiZMPZu-IISf2sO3kwjXqQFE1jH2vnKvBRvKAT_9QaEZFE4ohQ4EmCKUkIWN6Fb6rsPfdHFqvytNRmhxnQ_Kxx2peIte4/w640-h480/IMG_9896.JPG" width="640" /></a></div><div><br /></div>Gunler uzadigindan beri perdemi kapatmiyorum geceleri,otamatikman 5:40 civarinda uyaniyorum,kuslarin sesi ile birlikte.Ay'in her halini takip etmeye,kendisini gormeye.Ay'lanmaya cikiyorum her firsatta.</div><div><br /><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgf2Q2CoMVRNN5ptgsFMraPkK_I31QSGTSjGpVUsovg46ShMXGfKyoAf8b9uLpHkwpB8UGP4u_nPRL--cIqoKNJ1_kA-jNH-2tmJB-u9Gmbt7YdV_6c21PoYWxz8XB90EhW3CGfOVcQk_3AGBv4msa_kE4q4Cu2DsEFLWkge2HskqU9GA0qguA/s4032/IMG_9895.JPG" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; 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Insanlar iyi gozukuyorum diye iltifat ediyorlar cokca,seviniyorum! Ozgur ve hafif hissediyorum! Bir yandan tabii ki ne olacak benim bu halim,gelecegim nasil diye dusunuyorum ama oralarda cok kalmamaya calisip anin tadini cikariyorum.Ay'in,ciceklerin,kitaplarin oldugu bir dunyada mutlu olmak cok da zor degil kanimca.</div><div><br /><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiiviHc-tcXojcu4b_64sI-W8oV5t1WW7cG6CTuxtoL1flyheMAjkqnanV4eN34Mp7X60i0dovUTq9g2mtnDSpbZjdrZhxEPvgt6qwf5NcL5098UpDMsGnYwhCb0g2v1m-evTaLDD-OjZSzJnJKxiATTU-fBosHNZfLE-aPjVSVxJcYBIP05oA/s4032/IMG_9894.JPG" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="4032" data-original-width="3024" height="640" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiiviHc-tcXojcu4b_64sI-W8oV5t1WW7cG6CTuxtoL1flyheMAjkqnanV4eN34Mp7X60i0dovUTq9g2mtnDSpbZjdrZhxEPvgt6qwf5NcL5098UpDMsGnYwhCb0g2v1m-evTaLDD-OjZSzJnJKxiATTU-fBosHNZfLE-aPjVSVxJcYBIP05oA/w480-h640/IMG_9894.JPG" width="480" /></a></div><br /></div><div>Tum sevdiklerim iyi ve sagliklilar buna her daim mutesekkirim.Seviyor,seviliyorum.Her gun sukurlerimi sunuyor,her gun dua ediyorum. </div><div><br /></div><div>Cennet papaganlari delice otuyorlar.Hayat beni,ben hayati seviyorum ve su yasama sanatinda elimden gelenin en iyisini yapmaya calisiyorum.</div><div><br /></div><div>Her sey gonlunuzce olsun.Umarim donuste daha pozitif,ilham ve sevk ile donmus olurum.Sevdiklerinizle dopdolu gunler diliyorum,simdiden kutlu olsun Haziran ve mavi Yaz💕💕</div>Çileksuyu Sibelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03911732606954816588noreply@blogger.com9tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-17639820.post-63263677134728610812022-04-19T15:16:00.003+01:002022-04-19T15:23:34.710+01:00Ebru<p></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjv6-MSbOC2HjIogLr2tBaaYH-p2t6y4rBqui9szP-gF8LXuAnEp6k2ySDYINOCt6i98dged4hVi-fdG1p2GJPHtieV2UcGNJPcXWdtfAmm34vainqu8L7fvVJw9JNnZozQAMLQquZup6vZYBni-9J3XChobHRPQ75UtBf4iNHfR85WqnmwmfE/s4032/IMG_9771.JPG" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="4032" data-original-width="3024" height="640" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjv6-MSbOC2HjIogLr2tBaaYH-p2t6y4rBqui9szP-gF8LXuAnEp6k2ySDYINOCt6i98dged4hVi-fdG1p2GJPHtieV2UcGNJPcXWdtfAmm34vainqu8L7fvVJw9JNnZozQAMLQquZup6vZYBni-9J3XChobHRPQ75UtBf4iNHfR85WqnmwmfE/w480-h640/IMG_9771.JPG" width="480" /></a></div><p><br /></p>Merhaba'lar,Mutlu Haftalar!<p></p><p>Nisan'i heyecanla bekleme sebeblerinden biri gunu birlik Ebru-marbling workshopuna katilmakti.En bastan anlatiyorum;</p><p>Bir kac ay oncesinde,bize cok yakin olan Cockpit Arts'a gittik Jane ile.O haftasonu acikti tum studyolar,yerel artistler islerini nasil yaptiklarini gostermek,sanatlari ile insanlari tanistirmak icin kendi alanlarini herkese acmisti.Iste o gun Marmor Paperie'nin sahibesi ile tanistik;konustuk,bir kac tane kendi yaptigi sanat eserinden aldik,ben e-maillerimizi iletisim icinde kalmak icin biraktim ve kisa sure sonra belirli gunlere workshop acilacagini belirten e-mail geldi Lucy'den. Param azmis kime ne.hemen aldim kursu ikimize de.</p><p><br /></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEh7J22DM5-XdLpWgSltA3ayhq3r3fKLAN8-HOio7_DsGtv3Sre5Ct8Q2qu8XjNdhmW4q3yZK-HlF9Y2Pa32hatVXp8HaKaikpRiU4yMQoid52MsKA3Ga4rfp5yVK_NJf1oFO3g0g40b3N2PA27BTQnzv2i00ZdJRr1Bv39foPtpOvb1aBrfyhY/s4032/IMG_9772.JPG" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="4032" data-original-width="3024" height="640" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEh7J22DM5-XdLpWgSltA3ayhq3r3fKLAN8-HOio7_DsGtv3Sre5Ct8Q2qu8XjNdhmW4q3yZK-HlF9Y2Pa32hatVXp8HaKaikpRiU4yMQoid52MsKA3Ga4rfp5yVK_NJf1oFO3g0g40b3N2PA27BTQnzv2i00ZdJRr1Bv39foPtpOvb1aBrfyhY/w480-h640/IMG_9772.JPG" width="480" /></a></div><p><br /></p>Gun geldi catti,mest olduk 10 kisilik sinifimizda.Lucy once tarihinden bahsetti ki bana cok enteresan geldi.12.yy doneminde Japonya'da dogmus .Suminagashi ya da murekkebin yuzmesi de diyebiliriz.Japoncasi kulaga daha hos gelmiyor mu? Bir daha soyluyorum icimden ve gulumsuyorum yazarken.SU-MI-NA-GASH-HI....Harika! Murekkebin su ile bulusup,cikardigi sekilller.<p></p><p>15.yy'a geldigimizde Ebru -bulut sanati- Turkiye'de ortaya cikiyor ve ordan Iran,Hindistan'a yayiliyor.Kimine gore en son Turkiye'ye geliyor ve daha katilasmis su kullaniyor.</p><p>16. ve 17.yy'larda Avrupa'ya yayilan Ebru sanati,sadece sayili insan tarafindan biliniyor ve desenlere de kendi ulkelerinin adlarini veriyorlar.Ve bu sanat kitap-defter mucellitliginde(ciltciliginde) kullaniliyor.</p><p><br /></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEizDPD6mxObJ-_vP7bWEg4QfF3Az0g9biInz1M3h6WpMHball0CRfABTR_mSgHwxygOGGhCa_rqT3KFlWZXW9VGX23sl7MdeoYqngxl4Szr8d5P2Q9tl2rmP4CsI6y1sD9HBOCPdiUBQbww3vS01CjTM27uGdkb3KFgeJY7pB-ij0UESJbRmvM/s4032/IMG_9773.JPG" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="4032" data-original-width="3024" height="640" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEizDPD6mxObJ-_vP7bWEg4QfF3Az0g9biInz1M3h6WpMHball0CRfABTR_mSgHwxygOGGhCa_rqT3KFlWZXW9VGX23sl7MdeoYqngxl4Szr8d5P2Q9tl2rmP4CsI6y1sD9HBOCPdiUBQbww3vS01CjTM27uGdkb3KFgeJY7pB-ij0UESJbRmvM/w480-h640/IMG_9773.JPG" width="480" /></a></div><br /><div class="separator" style="clear: both; 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Ust fotografta en onde gordukleriniz ilk ve son yaptiklarim ki en kotuleri oldular.En favorimi de defter yaptirdim,Lucy de cok begendi bunu ki ben sabirsizligim sayesinde bu sekli cikardim,fircayi fiskirtmamam gereken yerde fiskirttim ve ikinci renk icin acele ettim.<p></p><p><br /></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjGu5TS2mW0lmq1T0RtZTlneEfpey6fcJtVtlAmdK1GzqaE_QqIjqovAzO2YmVUKI7_k1UKNBk20Gmv63UvMNy6vF8MgWZTDyp7FI3rO06CF-5cfTQfzF6sabcQD-pMoEu-z1OYxFiFrcfpyJ01mx-tBCOVP_KTtLF5qwhHTh3goO7mdER9yw0/s4032/IMG_E9852.JPG" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="4032" data-original-width="3024" height="640" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjGu5TS2mW0lmq1T0RtZTlneEfpey6fcJtVtlAmdK1GzqaE_QqIjqovAzO2YmVUKI7_k1UKNBk20Gmv63UvMNy6vF8MgWZTDyp7FI3rO06CF-5cfTQfzF6sabcQD-pMoEu-z1OYxFiFrcfpyJ01mx-tBCOVP_KTtLF5qwhHTh3goO7mdER9yw0/w480-h640/IMG_E9852.JPG" width="480" /></a></div><br /><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEibdxLwgNUzwS2wauSOr4XJEW367XYT6P5a27BhrBzYSmGuf-wnznfljkK2uJ4iN3YDD-qq2OlNPuptnwlo_Ge3rTkp2IgyeulBZZ4RNeR6gQjYjLNfv50yRkCfDGAzaOCaDI-o9jiA3GcBntXGoJz8GTWtiUObVZUnXXHBXtDQ9booNl5PzG0/s4032/IMG_E9853.JPG" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="4032" data-original-width="3024" height="640" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEibdxLwgNUzwS2wauSOr4XJEW367XYT6P5a27BhrBzYSmGuf-wnznfljkK2uJ4iN3YDD-qq2OlNPuptnwlo_Ge3rTkp2IgyeulBZZ4RNeR6gQjYjLNfv50yRkCfDGAzaOCaDI-o9jiA3GcBntXGoJz8GTWtiUObVZUnXXHBXtDQ9booNl5PzG0/w480-h640/IMG_E9853.JPG" width="480" /></a></div><br /> Defterimi Defne'me hediye etmeye karar verdim,gunluk yazmayi sevdigi icin benden O'na ozel bir hatira kalsin istedim.Icine ozel bir sey yazacagim.<p></p><p>IG'de ebru ile ilgili bazi hesaplar takip etmeye basladim,belki tatil sonrasi kitini alip evden yapmaya baslarim diye hayal ediyorum.Diger kagitlarimi da kiz kardeslerim ve annem arasinda paylasip,tipsiz olanlar ile kolaj yapacagim.</p><p>Universiteden beri yapmak istedigim birseydi ve bu hayalimi gerceklestirdigim icin cok mutluyum.Sanatin her turlusunu sevsem de,abstract-soyut sanat daha bir ruhuma hitap ediyor.O karmasikligin icindeki gizemi,hissiyati seviyorum. Lucy de benden,fazla duzeni sevmeyenlerden,studyonumu bir gorsen diyordu.Ehhh yani,sanatcisin sen fazla duzen rununu torpiler!</p><p>Bu sayade hydro dipping'i de duymus ogrenmis oldum.Daha once de fincan boyamistim <a href="https://cileksuyu.blogspot.com/2015/08/fincan-boyama.html">oje ile</a>,detaylar icin tiklayabilirsiniz.<a href="https://cileksuyu.blogspot.com/2017/06/fank-u-fridaytesekkur-cumasi-143.html"> Tabak da boyamisim.</a></p><p>Kirlenmek guzeldir,ruhu arindiriyor sanki bu sekilde kirlenmek.Dilerim hayatimizdan renk,desen,farkindalik,sabir eksik olmasin.Hayati bunlar dayanilabilir ve yasanilabilir kiliyor.</p><p>Iyi gecsin haftanin geri kalani,kolay gelsin.</p>Çileksuyu Sibelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03911732606954816588noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-17639820.post-48891759584810400042022-04-15T20:38:00.000+01:002022-04-15T20:38:34.828+01:00Tesekkur Cuma'si #248<p></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg0GzIIMn6-tYtkDAr51_uWEVrQDHzYSEzJfovO690y4VS_3L5v3B--ReKu32Chzr6Mw7kObpXrcx_e9pdlUhFXQKDaip9CuCUJbsBMXYTEc0Sglw78y1xWkvmjAF0m5BSTDB1TybQaHOpjIb2ky3Rgfd0yIxTNEXzfger1z-y6LDRNPvxBWug/s4032/IMG_9624.JPG" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; 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margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="3024" data-original-width="4032" height="480" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhxu34sUgGunbAyiOcptwlEq6ZUK8dWKpMGuZC2kM-ZNK9ZUSDKt6_TzGQcAvoiXpLMbBqgQ83jARnYXrSBxensbnns8m7KIHjU3NzmTaaWyQ6zHBup9Ec9GqzexfoX8XFAfNfBhKm1Bukz67XZyDxKU6RtbTtC8vJFPW0ozQxXBNQpC6g-py4/w640-h480/IMG_9646.JPG" width="640" /></a></div><p><br /></p>Neredeyse 1 aydir yazmamisim.Cok muhim bir degisiklik olmadi hayatimda cok sukur,her sey ayni;rutine devam.Bazi gunler gayet gergin,bazi gunler kolay ve cabuk geciyor.Cok sukur ki gozum gonlum hep guzele variyor bir sekilde..<p></p><p><br /></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg9VapZ3s_oxaeIc2mYfsuuVXITxkqMpKC5pbbMY4MbYhCxgK51XjNf7rrvaeFZhbbrtzN0JP0-3PPvyKlWVbnFvG4Ykgd2zqlbfCbWsc-e9Jqb2g0L-xFmp7Adf5z0IDlv4ZhufFSudCdiVX4QljaufFlp3s2dqRfG_Hs95e0sj6naLewCfhA/s4032/IMG_9790.JPG" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="4032" data-original-width="3024" height="640" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg9VapZ3s_oxaeIc2mYfsuuVXITxkqMpKC5pbbMY4MbYhCxgK51XjNf7rrvaeFZhbbrtzN0JP0-3PPvyKlWVbnFvG4Ykgd2zqlbfCbWsc-e9Jqb2g0L-xFmp7Adf5z0IDlv4ZhufFSudCdiVX4QljaufFlp3s2dqRfG_Hs95e0sj6naLewCfhA/w480-h640/IMG_9790.JPG" width="480" /></a></div><p><br /></p>Kardesimle uzunca FT gorusmesi yapabilmemize,TEFL icin ilk odevimi postalamis olmama(sonucu bekliyorum ki,diger ikisini de yapip bitireyim artik),bu esnada bana cok bilgisayar konusunda cok yardimci olan Jane'e,sagligima,arada gorustugum dostlarima,kahve-tatli muhabbetlerine cok ama cok mutesekkirim.<p></p><p><br /></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiLv7R51O5QrId4hdKoDtrkus0OY9q19J-saq6hLoVvq31I364Lm1-5_hkVP_NsPmOOT7ShK4Nji83uYnZjs8TBVQb_8bweDEhYArm472JZ24_7GsLHXoM0WrNLLJCjPLuXdJRSJN7iKPC4pcXS4FBDhhr0RGPTRJ-EosIdnZMLJf2vAtlyT-g/s4032/IMG_9794.JPG" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; 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margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="4032" data-original-width="3024" height="640" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi8_t5ltcR0lvr7E8OYKb1goABIQuV1eubIJ1m6NZ00_WyReTI_zULJTusyHOhMHw7P19XSAusS3qAvOG81MhAt8ZA3qwjBfgJALes8t97AbOL8xvS4rB8-36xtgcKK5olWiIv0nsTV5JNMAJCOyloID5nLfv324YIxhmZd92N8O9SJB7CPnBo/w480-h640/IMG_9974.JPG" width="480" /></a></div><p>Postadan iki guzel haber gelsin diye dua ediyorum,aileme kavusmak icin gun sayiyorum.</p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhe0A2rABCfT64xNmQnD5Mt-vVeRbdQNCTX04ZwKsvnTP1-23RLzFG7litf6mTabkjUqXVBE4MOnTKB5rqat-BjmJae-WNK6EYQim4oznrQyTHlv69tqk0VvoZRhTiYEO9OmA5iHsc9qQS-N5Ml-srvJebuJwDDXA3XyhsIe5Z5X4lcP2O71eA/s4032/IMG_E9973.JPG" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="4032" data-original-width="3024" height="640" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhe0A2rABCfT64xNmQnD5Mt-vVeRbdQNCTX04ZwKsvnTP1-23RLzFG7litf6mTabkjUqXVBE4MOnTKB5rqat-BjmJae-WNK6EYQim4oznrQyTHlv69tqk0VvoZRhTiYEO9OmA5iHsc9qQS-N5Ml-srvJebuJwDDXA3XyhsIe5Z5X4lcP2O71eA/w480-h640/IMG_E9973.JPG" width="480" /></a></div><br /> @mu.mineyildiz'i bu ara ayri seviyorum,Ramazan ayi sebebi ile her gun paylastiklarini paylasip kendime ve beni takip edenlere bence bir guzellik dagitiyorum.<p></p><p>Baska da bir sey yok hayatimda,cok sukur diyorum.Girdigim kotu modlardan uzman sekilde bu sekilde cikmayi artik cok iyi beceriyorum.</p><p>Sizler nasilsiniz?</p>Çileksuyu Sibelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03911732606954816588noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-17639820.post-48478330457247915782022-03-18T17:46:00.002+00:002022-03-18T18:04:10.680+00:00Tesekkur Cuma'si #247<p></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/a/AVvXsEijQJCNyhBnuZ0af-irGsaN1MQFQULaHcxyGKT2UGFCNEbM4MPltQhy0igKmVqV-MYTE4nTtNcl7zMpjWPPgNkhvMdguJQsTzOWDEgHeox81l7tETtqA8FJ6OX46fsadvAjViYO69IdOVp6lpTmoB7xXxAik9FeLv4oi5H4zNDbVcn2nf5q7_c=s4032" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="3024" data-original-width="4032" height="480" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/a/AVvXsEijQJCNyhBnuZ0af-irGsaN1MQFQULaHcxyGKT2UGFCNEbM4MPltQhy0igKmVqV-MYTE4nTtNcl7zMpjWPPgNkhvMdguJQsTzOWDEgHeox81l7tETtqA8FJ6OX46fsadvAjViYO69IdOVp6lpTmoB7xXxAik9FeLv4oi5H4zNDbVcn2nf5q7_c=w640-h480" width="640" /></a></div><p><br /></p>Hosgeldin ve gule gule Cuma! Saat burda aksamin 5'i olmak uzere,gun bitti sayilir.Gun parlak,gok masmavi,hava serin,kuslar sen sakrak!Ben isten yeni gelmisim,makineye camasirlarimi atmisim,kahvemi yapmisim bahcede yudumlamisim simdi de uzun oturuyorum,camasirlarimi beklerken blog yazmak istedi canim.Bir yandan ne yesem diye dusunuyorum? Evde gronola,makarna ve yogurttan baska bir sey yok gibi,zaten benim bir sey pisirecek mecalim yok.Mutfak ile aramizda soguk ruzgarlar esiyor.Hem alis-veris yapmaya hem de yemek pisirmeye useniyorum.Boylelikle kendime de usenmis oluyorum.Boyle zamanlarda imdadima ekmek kizartma makinesinin icine 4'e katladigim lavasi koyuyorum,kizardiktan sonra icine pesto suruyor,uzerine peynir koyuyorum.Yanina da kocaman bir kirmizi biberi sogus ediyorum ki bir nevi solene donusuyor o tabak.Bir kac da kaju attim mi agzima,tamam doydum ben.Bugunu de atlattim cok sukur.Yok demenin ne kadar manasiz oldugunu dusunuyorum,ne buyuk bir sukursuzluk! Kiziyorum kendime sonra,olani unuttuguma!<p></p><p><br /></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/a/AVvXsEjgnkCqI1f_JJrFuTDTquMvmCL-nh9GYMbDP8fk_ODUyOniYbIA6Bk4DoRCkj7jl6pnk_iyTiSZ91cn_QrGTUbOFPK6UhbUI_5DcAwVv482Agk3zTugZMozY5tFmbp4kGFU5KQlJVoeXYOqCTVFllxyrQUdBVEEi0UndQcoBCl0BOCO7nfJw5E=s4032" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="4032" data-original-width="3024" height="640" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/a/AVvXsEjgnkCqI1f_JJrFuTDTquMvmCL-nh9GYMbDP8fk_ODUyOniYbIA6Bk4DoRCkj7jl6pnk_iyTiSZ91cn_QrGTUbOFPK6UhbUI_5DcAwVv482Agk3zTugZMozY5tFmbp4kGFU5KQlJVoeXYOqCTVFllxyrQUdBVEEi0UndQcoBCl0BOCO7nfJw5E=w480-h640" width="480" /></a></div><p><br /></p>Is sonrasi yuruyerek geldim eve,kulagimda Gocup Gidenler Koleksiyoncusu.Gozlerim hep yolumun ustundeki manolyalarda.Nasil da mesutlar gunesten,ayni ben!<p></p><p><br /></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/a/AVvXsEht8t0LZKgn0JFgtd-Tc1UlOGuEhUcNdqKqFKsvbJLx-CwWLFa3sKV8mG2mTz-yL5XUluVwYx1xyLfGG5tlmTiHPzMIsMIqbqGHCiBQ8myGN6pkMdKD3hDtwIRdCzJVvWK2ocxBvdgzr-z3qWeWHVYCP2vWAGMaLR5rQIpT0gt-B5nqyh1q3Ks=s4032" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="4032" data-original-width="3024" height="640" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/a/AVvXsEht8t0LZKgn0JFgtd-Tc1UlOGuEhUcNdqKqFKsvbJLx-CwWLFa3sKV8mG2mTz-yL5XUluVwYx1xyLfGG5tlmTiHPzMIsMIqbqGHCiBQ8myGN6pkMdKD3hDtwIRdCzJVvWK2ocxBvdgzr-z3qWeWHVYCP2vWAGMaLR5rQIpT0gt-B5nqyh1q3Ks=w480-h640" width="480" /></a></div><p><br /></p>Pembelikleri mest ediyor beni,icim huzur doluyor.Sanki hafifliyorum kisa sureligine.<p></p><p><br /></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/a/AVvXsEiBYmH85aN3-979xU_ETnvGmk9uQBRwktUwrlbQXsNl2aypzznI7NZUDUEGZBjENr-yYO6nZ3_F5QcNrRpgyLlVx3XlxdjikEQyTZ1vp_N3LfrDWwqcr6Uj1kNPorBayfXjeevCSaH2RZzIl4Q2oMiM011IBOKF_6x1WI9sbC_WjVPWHurYzXU=s4032" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="3024" data-original-width="4032" height="480" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/a/AVvXsEiBYmH85aN3-979xU_ETnvGmk9uQBRwktUwrlbQXsNl2aypzznI7NZUDUEGZBjENr-yYO6nZ3_F5QcNrRpgyLlVx3XlxdjikEQyTZ1vp_N3LfrDWwqcr6Uj1kNPorBayfXjeevCSaH2RZzIl4Q2oMiM011IBOKF_6x1WI9sbC_WjVPWHurYzXU=w640-h480" width="640" /></a></div><p><br /></p>Bu haftasonu offum,deniz kenarina gidecegim Jane ile kismetse.Biraz da su TEFL kursuma bakarim diye dusunuyorum dinlenme,yuruyus arasi.<p></p><p><br /></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/a/AVvXsEhrbkhSn4oBnM2tGmfvg_4HkXIPcGQeRWYKbPIhuRJn-GYySk3g5Pr0V7v_kf-D9RXC4LXwfwLRI-bdOVppB_L35bPWYBO6b-YgIDv-mTOQwp7IeazVNFxFClwMcfXiUGEdrlNpE5E9oeAqE1ietoPMeNdhmodqTr-yDHEtU8pI-Lng3ZOjVik=s4032" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="4032" data-original-width="3024" height="640" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/a/AVvXsEhrbkhSn4oBnM2tGmfvg_4HkXIPcGQeRWYKbPIhuRJn-GYySk3g5Pr0V7v_kf-D9RXC4LXwfwLRI-bdOVppB_L35bPWYBO6b-YgIDv-mTOQwp7IeazVNFxFClwMcfXiUGEdrlNpE5E9oeAqE1ietoPMeNdhmodqTr-yDHEtU8pI-Lng3ZOjVik=w480-h640" width="480" /></a></div><p><br /></p>Haziran'da TR'de olacagim 2.5 sene ustune insanlah.Heyecanlaniyorum ara ara ama sonra da icime bir korku geliyor. Sibel diyorum,pozitif kal!.Aileme sarilacagimi dusundukce icim bir tuhaf oluyor.Varliklarina,sagliklarina cok mutesekkirim.3 hafta kalacagim,18 yil ustune ilk kez bu kadar uzun kalacagim hatta dogumgunumu de orda kutlayacagim hayirlisiyla. Teyzeme verdim menu talebimi.<p></p><p><br /></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/a/AVvXsEiDYHL9t20nxPXKOcpce_KqVpczQMPhyu3hw98sCS7bY6mjm5WLBuGBEKJvnCxmsUixU5g7NXfhZ-nmLGJQgyfcw9O9gTrSo75cjQywgC212nccVnVcCAnrSNO4-aeDkbjbGS8uCfCkh5G9wQX-LZ7FA_YH0wAV4NLjdlr0mAida3t8Ywfn57Q=s4032" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="4032" data-original-width="3024" height="640" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/a/AVvXsEiDYHL9t20nxPXKOcpce_KqVpczQMPhyu3hw98sCS7bY6mjm5WLBuGBEKJvnCxmsUixU5g7NXfhZ-nmLGJQgyfcw9O9gTrSo75cjQywgC212nccVnVcCAnrSNO4-aeDkbjbGS8uCfCkh5G9wQX-LZ7FA_YH0wAV4NLjdlr0mAida3t8Ywfn57Q=w480-h640" width="480" /></a></div><div><br /></div>Sali aksami da gayet spontene bir sekilde Serap'imla bulustuk.Serap'la bulusmak bana hep cok iyi geliyor.Varligi varligima hep en buyuk armagan,cok buyuk bir nimet. Oyle cok konusmusuz ki yine,aklimiza fotograf cekmek bile gelmemis!<br /><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/a/AVvXsEi5q8bNQg7w8d6mQZEfoJ64BgnFSnPL4Mu0ObMMarjSqj1Em310UQPHMzC9-ASWZTZmGI2bOopOxd6paQQB6BSAYkn5-3KuZDV2tdtZGCfTbdYJQITL9-_WFduM55nNX6R7wbXOLlWkMveXLnpXpQbGqDFMLtgJc_2mn5VmRli_rKZL5LSC2q4=s4032" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="4032" data-original-width="3024" height="640" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/a/AVvXsEi5q8bNQg7w8d6mQZEfoJ64BgnFSnPL4Mu0ObMMarjSqj1Em310UQPHMzC9-ASWZTZmGI2bOopOxd6paQQB6BSAYkn5-3KuZDV2tdtZGCfTbdYJQITL9-_WFduM55nNX6R7wbXOLlWkMveXLnpXpQbGqDFMLtgJc_2mn5VmRli_rKZL5LSC2q4=w480-h640" width="480" /></a></div><p><br /></p>Bunun disinda haftanin,gunun bittigine cok mutesekkirim. Yogundu ve gecti.Kimi is bitti kimisi bitmedi belki ama Pazartesi yeni bir gundur.<p></p><p><br /></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/a/AVvXsEjoDv9FT7Ptv2waPTPloNjV2XHqEP5HX3UyEX5eYmD_6ryTwZJ0v_KTfV0Mt6xFQJ6-tMLD5vyQAa3N-0sMSqUIu0jWBu-M848cY4HMr5fovQH-IevcgIgqkCa-hOH14WHKWKqCvuppCRIPUhXOebeLsnUCA8gZ2HIgnMzQwQM55UDW3FD9PWo=s4032" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="4032" data-original-width="3024" height="640" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/a/AVvXsEjoDv9FT7Ptv2waPTPloNjV2XHqEP5HX3UyEX5eYmD_6ryTwZJ0v_KTfV0Mt6xFQJ6-tMLD5vyQAa3N-0sMSqUIu0jWBu-M848cY4HMr5fovQH-IevcgIgqkCa-hOH14WHKWKqCvuppCRIPUhXOebeLsnUCA8gZ2HIgnMzQwQM55UDW3FD9PWo=w480-h640" width="480" /></a></div><br /><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/a/AVvXsEiyX_JaTQ8K2kKQy2mgcsHym7Av7ee_Kp60OqyMsUxpaAF90Kv20XK-SIitTsqef4URNrhzRdwvQvv4s_XJ01l5-2CMKFjUSipzqSQUf2QPxJB9MGZy7-PxEvlFneFl2R6udw7n17n7Tn8-n-OC-hGAGjMOH9tbTXM25-1rxijuRq58lx21m7k=s4032" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="4032" data-original-width="3024" height="640" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/a/AVvXsEiyX_JaTQ8K2kKQy2mgcsHym7Av7ee_Kp60OqyMsUxpaAF90Kv20XK-SIitTsqef4URNrhzRdwvQvv4s_XJ01l5-2CMKFjUSipzqSQUf2QPxJB9MGZy7-PxEvlFneFl2R6udw7n17n7Tn8-n-OC-hGAGjMOH9tbTXM25-1rxijuRq58lx21m7k=w480-h640" width="480" /></a></div><p><br /></p>Bu hafta gercek dunyadan kacmak adina Netflix'de <a href="https://www.netflix.com/gb/title/70232180">Untoucble(Intouchables)</a> ve <a href="https://www.netflix.com/gb/title/81279310">An Astrological Guide</a> for Broken Hearts'i izledim.Cok ama cok severek.Hele diziyi bir aksamda bitirdim.Belki biraz Emily in Paris gibi ama sanki daha gercek ve samimi geldi bana.Basroldeki hatuna ve stiline cok yakin buldum zevkimi.Renk ustune renk,desen ustune desen.Hele ki en yakin arkadasi astrolog,bayildim tarzina. Esas oglandan bahsetmeye hacet yok,zira o kadar keskin shiklik hic benim tarzim degil.O tarzi ancak Han Derenoglu'nda tahammul edilir bulabiliyorum.😉<p></p><p><br /></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/a/AVvXsEhTpNzFdA6ZOzxbf_mGN4JIWA6CK2m0mwGCRuVrfbWlrHVAuzxY5ipMe0KU5e0Gf_HWqGWnY9mxmuaLfA4q3ovCZmyWAshnn_ljktF7j0nvsa227f6myUYeT2jlSSf2Nebut0100NwBc8esk5FLbybCvxIbVeTgPO4qpHL13qKGBzSO-7DD0Q8=s4032" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="4032" data-original-width="3024" height="640" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/a/AVvXsEhTpNzFdA6ZOzxbf_mGN4JIWA6CK2m0mwGCRuVrfbWlrHVAuzxY5ipMe0KU5e0Gf_HWqGWnY9mxmuaLfA4q3ovCZmyWAshnn_ljktF7j0nvsa227f6myUYeT2jlSSf2Nebut0100NwBc8esk5FLbybCvxIbVeTgPO4qpHL13qKGBzSO-7DD0Q8=w480-h640" width="480" /></a></div><br /> Dogru durust kitap okumadim bu hafta,yeni bir dinletiye de gecemedim.Bir dahaki hafta daha uretken daha daha daha!!!! olmayi hedefliyorum kendime!<p></p><p>Ay da ha doldu ha dolacak,bu guzel aksamda muhtemelen aylanmaya cikacagim yine;cunku aylanmayi guneslenmekten daha cok seviyorum.</p><p>Super gecin haftasonunuz. Birakmak istediklerimizi birakabildigimiz bir Dolunay olsun ve de ferahliklarla gelen bir bahar ekinoksu!</p><p>Pazar gunu bu evde 1.yil donumum.Bunu basardigima,bu yola girdigime,kazandiklarima,kaybettiklerime inanmakta gucluk cekiyorum bazen.Bakalim bundan sonrasi nasil olacak.</p><p>Hayat onumuze ne cikarirsa cikarsin,dilerim basa cikma,dayanma gucumuz olsun ve icimizdeki pozitiflik,guven hep daim kalsin.</p><p>Dikkat edin kendinize.Pembeyi sevin bence!💕💕</p>Çileksuyu Sibelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03911732606954816588noreply@blogger.com6tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-17639820.post-60882886258460545822022-03-08T21:56:00.001+00:002022-03-08T21:56:49.193+00:008 Mart 2022<p></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/a/AVvXsEgGREGsecucLLOWKrgvU6y3TrNerU_GS-FY9lbHZQQHtzCxshDEAn99KgGHO58_h8zBR7DlD0LeVGSG2kkYEBKUn6vWup3cKX2pDy840jDuKdcD4zf6p_69udcfNtm8NE8SNOt1BL9GqqkGINYI9xozbodkHkVIAY5yk8ZM-0Ktik11NnF1WzI=s4032" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="4032" data-original-width="3024" height="640" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/a/AVvXsEgGREGsecucLLOWKrgvU6y3TrNerU_GS-FY9lbHZQQHtzCxshDEAn99KgGHO58_h8zBR7DlD0LeVGSG2kkYEBKUn6vWup3cKX2pDy840jDuKdcD4zf6p_69udcfNtm8NE8SNOt1BL9GqqkGINYI9xozbodkHkVIAY5yk8ZM-0Ktik11NnF1WzI=w480-h640" width="480" /></a></div><p><br /></p>Selammmmm!!!! Umarim sahane bir gun gecirdiniz.Bugunu unutmayayim diye yazmak istedim,ne de olsa muhim bir gun.Sekiz sayisinin uguruna inandigimdan degil sadece.Kadinlar gunumuz kutlu olsun,emeklerimizin karsiligini en iyi sekilde alalim dilerim.<p></p><p><br /></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/a/AVvXsEhU402TyfdQu0kz6ib4Bohyr7Tjte_qgy2c9t7QoR0ZvatTqGUqVbNpBrdU2j6kkqr6pfY52M_1O6DWM878LfFGRxAqzocguPMi-0x-9aE-Xv3CS-TBcwy9EVqNCS5e0JF5Ern7UT3VHJZWI_B3xYkU9mS6A6ZrrSU9mpbt3gPs4TuKyArxZuU=s4032" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="4032" data-original-width="3024" height="640" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/a/AVvXsEhU402TyfdQu0kz6ib4Bohyr7Tjte_qgy2c9t7QoR0ZvatTqGUqVbNpBrdU2j6kkqr6pfY52M_1O6DWM878LfFGRxAqzocguPMi-0x-9aE-Xv3CS-TBcwy9EVqNCS5e0JF5Ern7UT3VHJZWI_B3xYkU9mS6A6ZrrSU9mpbt3gPs4TuKyArxZuU=w480-h640" width="480" /></a></div><p><br /></p>Dun Jane'cim mesaj atti.Bu haftaki is saatlerin nasil,napiyorsun? Dedim Sali-Crs offum.O zaman dedi brunch-kahve-kek ne istersen onu yapalim mi? Ayy dedim,cok sefil bir moddayim,sanki hickimseyle gorusmesem daha iyi olur.sabah haberleselim mi?.Benim sefil modda olan insanlarla bir sorunum yok diye cevap gonderdi ki iste sesli guldum.Dedim sen ne buyuk bir nimetsin!!!<p></p><p>Iyi bir uyku cekmisim dun gece. (kis uykusuna yatasim,butun can SIKINTIlarim gecince kalkasim var.) Uyku iyi olmus belki ama yetmemis ki,bayagi bir esnedim bugun, hatta teyzemi ararken goruntulu,bir guzel de yakalandim😊</p><p>Neyse benimkiyle,sevgiliymiscesine sokagimin basinda bulustuk.Beni burda acilan yeni bir Fransiz pastanesine goturdu,burdaki subesine gitmemistim.Resmen tam pastalar,tam Fransiz usulu.Evden 20 dk mesafede.Kahveler,tatlilar soylendi,oturduk konustuk.Giderken parktan gectik,iyi lafladik.</p><p>Masada otururken sari tulumlu bir oglan cocugu geldi,daha yeni konusmaya baslamis,tatli tatli benimle muhabbete basladi.Resmen durup dururken,onca insan arasinda beni secti.Parka salincaklara gidecegini soyledi kendi capinda.Sen benim gozler dol,neredeyse anirarak aglayacaktim.Ama aglamadim!</p><p>Sonrasi Lidl'a yuruyus,yogurt almak icin.Jane ile icimizdeki yogurt aski bambaska.Lidl'in yogurdu o fiyata hic abartmiyorum muh-te-semmmmmm!!! 1 kg. £1.15.Bana da masallah yogurt dayanmiyor ki,yeniden yogurt yapmaya mi baslasam diyorum??? Belki bir gun???</p><p><br /></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/a/AVvXsEiXi9v45nS-5cmOWaUg7eyGy30QIyKk-JOVF8JKi-tL67_bLmFDga0J0cQaDqgMQ5D-IxFc9U7x1TdLH9BdavBnS7vjdyUhT0czEt-whZb-JZfXAr2R7tyxE21cYcCFsBE4yjSyvpQN7H0urHH7vJ97izOQAhuA1EZnGUeXO5rEefbkDKH-kwg=s4032" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="4032" data-original-width="3024" height="640" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/a/AVvXsEiXi9v45nS-5cmOWaUg7eyGy30QIyKk-JOVF8JKi-tL67_bLmFDga0J0cQaDqgMQ5D-IxFc9U7x1TdLH9BdavBnS7vjdyUhT0czEt-whZb-JZfXAr2R7tyxE21cYcCFsBE4yjSyvpQN7H0urHH7vJ97izOQAhuA1EZnGUeXO5rEefbkDKH-kwg=w480-h640" width="480" /></a></div><p><br /></p>Alis-veris sonrasi bende cay molasi.Saksi istedim kendisinden,sagolsun eve gidince hemen buldu haber verdi,ben de Monstreamin saksisini degistirdim sonunda.Kendisi icin ozellikle ,iyice sarilsin dik dursun diye aldigim o cubuk sanirim harcadigim en gereksiz £10. Pek bir fark yaratmadi sanki.<p></p><p><br /></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/a/AVvXsEiGn7idVj7Ae-_i_t3__7W4MGPbTrvS-X5x_n0QjCX_t5z6Ky4L7Rl4LCVX0fJVUTmIPH-1lVDMVLgSO4UgDliAKJGCqO4S-vbe8n1JjMK4n35jnWjfEcVbHbj66sk1KvrIHNhM3h0UGJxkJVLGoZAvbEku0_FXzpZWkeGe5swhtrNd3PeDRo8=s4032" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="4032" data-original-width="3024" height="640" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/a/AVvXsEiGn7idVj7Ae-_i_t3__7W4MGPbTrvS-X5x_n0QjCX_t5z6Ky4L7Rl4LCVX0fJVUTmIPH-1lVDMVLgSO4UgDliAKJGCqO4S-vbe8n1JjMK4n35jnWjfEcVbHbj66sk1KvrIHNhM3h0UGJxkJVLGoZAvbEku0_FXzpZWkeGe5swhtrNd3PeDRo8=w480-h640" width="480" /></a></div><br /><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/a/AVvXsEgR0EDL52af2aCVEaU0vKvi6liLUt2fQAcWAfq8q4dKa4fDKn4AZ47VF-vkV7lvpS6G1T05A85N9SqyQeWfu1lFMdK1Mf-sWJSoqlls5_1zOgYQG5keUnak5pj9siwolpHTvb73rKAspoe4beSdNJ-gnFODgjMicRp63w7m3vmJ7WZsEoBCTLo=s4032" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="4032" data-original-width="3024" height="640" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/a/AVvXsEgR0EDL52af2aCVEaU0vKvi6liLUt2fQAcWAfq8q4dKa4fDKn4AZ47VF-vkV7lvpS6G1T05A85N9SqyQeWfu1lFMdK1Mf-sWJSoqlls5_1zOgYQG5keUnak5pj9siwolpHTvb73rKAspoe4beSdNJ-gnFODgjMicRp63w7m3vmJ7WZsEoBCTLo=w480-h640" width="480" /></a></div><p>Aksam uzeri kendimi parka attim,muzik dinledim.Kimisini hic duymadigim Turkce sarkilar eslik etti bana,gayet hareketli.</p><p>Bir de Sermin Yasar'dan Gocup Gidenler Koleksiyoncusu'nu dinlemeye basladim.</p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/a/AVvXsEh-NclBISrXC_Y8e27EKs_Sqc1YMTVeYJv8OZijlNHCLWE3UV2jYvO_3ciazLLoehqtc3l8r7uc9Dx6m-I-x_J10Y_6FajvPx1HcYw0-HTjmleSOkS4xaiToUzru0k8mpRqCDBBlgZkcv0BxFv5b_X5OZa72YUMYA8dyKGGKTltzUWbyTQFbIk=s4032" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="4032" data-original-width="3024" height="640" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/a/AVvXsEh-NclBISrXC_Y8e27EKs_Sqc1YMTVeYJv8OZijlNHCLWE3UV2jYvO_3ciazLLoehqtc3l8r7uc9Dx6m-I-x_J10Y_6FajvPx1HcYw0-HTjmleSOkS4xaiToUzru0k8mpRqCDBBlgZkcv0BxFv5b_X5OZa72YUMYA8dyKGGKTltzUWbyTQFbIk=w480-h640" width="480" /></a></div><br /> Yuruyuste onume kirilmis dalindan sarkan bir bahar dali cikti.Fotografini cektim sadece,bir de ince ince oksadim.<p></p><p>Scooter'dan dusup dizimi morarttigimdan beri ilk kez bugun yoga yaptim.En cok agacta kalmayi seviyorum,bu poz sayesinde sandigim kadar da dengesiz olmadigima seviniyorum😆 Biraz da gobek hareketleri yapayim dedim,10 dk ve aklimda <a href="https://gununcorbasi.blogspot.com/2022/03/kilo-durumlar-nasl.html#more">Yeliz'in yazisi</a>. Spor konusunda dusuncelerim daha iyi anlatilamazdi.</p><p>4.uniteyi hala bitiremedim,bir konuyu atlamisim ve o konunun da ortasindayim.Uykum cagiriyor,kendisine yarin devam edecegim.</p><p>Kendimize iyi gelecek seyleri daha cok yapabildigimiz bir hafta diliyorum.Sevgiyle kalin.💞💞💞</p>Çileksuyu Sibelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03911732606954816588noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-17639820.post-90230087801776012612022-03-04T09:46:00.004+00:002022-03-04T20:32:10.002+00:00Tesekkur Cuma'si #246<p></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/a/AVvXsEi9U3DiN50IiyTcis-UIfvTMpd2U4ho93l0SXe0vw6TnwuoNPinqUA7858k4qlrpwK7Ac8maAVbyyEt8VicOMn6NtsCABHOOU2kXaxOtKZbmS7m0rHPV_wqy2z-FZiYziS1V5MftosiE67WYTfNf4QwwKLonGJaruG84RUNA9GqPvPpFeniyZY=s4032" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="4032" data-original-width="3024" height="640" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/a/AVvXsEi9U3DiN50IiyTcis-UIfvTMpd2U4ho93l0SXe0vw6TnwuoNPinqUA7858k4qlrpwK7Ac8maAVbyyEt8VicOMn6NtsCABHOOU2kXaxOtKZbmS7m0rHPV_wqy2z-FZiYziS1V5MftosiE67WYTfNf4QwwKLonGJaruG84RUNA9GqPvPpFeniyZY=w480-h640" width="480" /></a></div><p><br /></p>Gunaydin! Hayirli Mutlu Cuma'lar!<p></p><p>Sabah uyanmaya baslarken arka planda duydugum tek ses cesitli sekilde oten kuslardi.Resmen sanki sirayla marifetlerini,farkliliklarini duyurmaya calisiyorlardi.Sanirsin gunes piril piril.Bahceye cikip baktigimda gun olabildigince griydi halbuki.Sanki iki farkli dunya arasindaydim o anda.Sonra kalkip kahvemi yaptim,IG'de gezindim, biraz blogda.Saat 9'u 10 geciyor su anda.</p><p>Icimde bir sislik var,sanki dokunsalar aglayacakmisim gibi.Omuzlarim gergin ve sert,masaja ihtiyacim var.</p><p>Oyle bir hafta gecirdim ki,Pazartesi aksami 1 paket sigara 1 kutu cin tonik ile geldim eve...Yoo hayir pisman degilim ama kizginim.Neredeyse iki aydir sinirli,mutsuz,kizgin oldugum zamanlari sigara ve alkolsuz cok iyi ve guclu bir sekilde atlatmistim.Bu hafta yapamadim.Yillardir suregelen bu ayni rutinden cok sIKILDIM dogrusu.Birak-basla,ac kapa artema gibi.Belki yillar icinde kendimi o sekilde kabul ettim ama sanki ne kadar guclu olmaya calissam,basa cikiyor gorunsem bir sey derinlerde tetikliyor beni ara ara.Biliyorum Ay gibiyiz,her zaman degismeye musaitiz,insaniz.Gel-gitlerimden yoruldum.Kendimden,kendimi ittirmekten hadi Sibel demekten,surekli gelen is taleplerinden,savastan,agaclarin kesilmesinden,bu fani dunyanin basit ama cok yorucu sikintilarindan sIkIldIm!</p><p><br /></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/a/AVvXsEiBSm-1UsZ7GlSSQEUQTu1nOQEqjXMqe2CPZSwbL1lE3LI89psFWHwC01vkSAnWCxDwriKm1Ivb2Ila5Y7UX9z07wIFPdUF7TeSFJQRHQIp5Og39Z4KEvUopjyQyLk7iquC5MD7b5NSlK8f6StClvCVrocBz5vjNiOTmZNe_mbkbuyq484V5AI=s4032" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="4032" data-original-width="3024" height="640" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/a/AVvXsEiBSm-1UsZ7GlSSQEUQTu1nOQEqjXMqe2CPZSwbL1lE3LI89psFWHwC01vkSAnWCxDwriKm1Ivb2Ila5Y7UX9z07wIFPdUF7TeSFJQRHQIp5Og39Z4KEvUopjyQyLk7iquC5MD7b5NSlK8f6StClvCVrocBz5vjNiOTmZNe_mbkbuyq484V5AI=w480-h640" width="480" /></a></div><p><br /></p>Sanki butun amacimi kaybetmis gibi hissediyorum ki zaten amacim iyi bir insan olmak.Ben olmaya calistikca sanki yeterince olamiyormusum gibi degersiz hissediyorum.Ne kadar ugrassam da bazi seyler olmuyormus gibi geliyor. Belki de ugrasmayi birakmaliyim!<p></p><p><br /></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/a/AVvXsEiolXQS-B65HVdXeXyGYupnOMFx1FqFOFgkj3_8W9Q3Xv1UBpB5VSlRJttJNTG6_SUNP9VWgJNx_yKd5MKB6cd7XKJg3t_Hzcxh4IQTsIGhQrehsM_9g82gCvito6kNgda0zMqerwaZCBfSU51Go3aLvTjmHo8XX6Oq4BvP5xVbcJVIOBRQgsY=s4032" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="4032" data-original-width="3024" height="640" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/a/AVvXsEiolXQS-B65HVdXeXyGYupnOMFx1FqFOFgkj3_8W9Q3Xv1UBpB5VSlRJttJNTG6_SUNP9VWgJNx_yKd5MKB6cd7XKJg3t_Hzcxh4IQTsIGhQrehsM_9g82gCvito6kNgda0zMqerwaZCBfSU51Go3aLvTjmHo8XX6Oq4BvP5xVbcJVIOBRQgsY=w480-h640" width="480" /></a></div><p><br /></p>Tabii ki bu gordugunuz kareler sayesinde hayata tutunuyorum,anlar hayati kurtariyor.Isiga,sagligima,dostlarima aileme her daim mutesekkirim.Bu kareleri gordugumde,paylastigimda gercekten icimde bir cosku oluyor ve yasadigimi hissediyorum.<p></p><p><br /></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/a/AVvXsEgWP2I05GMuozgcDJm--bvM7LV7_C9s-68QiGDd55_YwTAg6NHtZ2nmIKctzWlWcfOrcVhJkHhhf5hHWHD8RUs88r8cKGRaFShBIE91m06nfB_zNgyLLhEx7y5US2623RvmJQf0ElY1fYK235LMrb-epOOkCWVjirM2yDFIo7Cv_sZZYrwalzg=s4032" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="4032" data-original-width="3024" height="640" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/a/AVvXsEgWP2I05GMuozgcDJm--bvM7LV7_C9s-68QiGDd55_YwTAg6NHtZ2nmIKctzWlWcfOrcVhJkHhhf5hHWHD8RUs88r8cKGRaFShBIE91m06nfB_zNgyLLhEx7y5US2623RvmJQf0ElY1fYK235LMrb-epOOkCWVjirM2yDFIo7Cv_sZZYrwalzg=w480-h640" width="480" /></a></div><br /><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/a/AVvXsEjs9X877YlFqcnSMtuoOabqrMuFVnDr4nvdfoKp8TCkkbxhcB2j5C7Mm1TjrA0rJnH7PvjcfZxDeoIeSHyFkX95SaaQtzdNVfw28rSQS5Q1991qLn7-xoRtaX2pJLcj2y_o-Va3Mkvxi2FpQEf5wCACVwuCYC59Po0QvJxsaI6716LfcntfldA=s4032" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="4032" data-original-width="3024" height="640" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/a/AVvXsEjs9X877YlFqcnSMtuoOabqrMuFVnDr4nvdfoKp8TCkkbxhcB2j5C7Mm1TjrA0rJnH7PvjcfZxDeoIeSHyFkX95SaaQtzdNVfw28rSQS5Q1991qLn7-xoRtaX2pJLcj2y_o-Va3Mkvxi2FpQEf5wCACVwuCYC59Po0QvJxsaI6716LfcntfldA=w480-h640" width="480" /></a></div><br /> Hayat beklemedigin bir anda,kitabin icinden dusen kurumus bir papatya.Bazen iyi hissettiriyor,bazen kendisi gibi basilmis ve kuru!<p></p><p>Hani bazen ne kadar guzel seyler okusam,ne kadar dua etsem,meditasyon yapsam olmuyor gibi geliyor.Teslim oluyorum,akiyorum,bir sey beni o akistan cikariyor.Nasil tepki verdigim tabii ki benim tercihim ama iste her zaman iyi ve pozitif tepki veremiyorum.</p><p>Derinlerde bir yerlerde,benim icin benim bekledigimden daha iyi planlar yapildigini biliyorum,guveniyorum.Her sey gecer ve gecicidir ile ayakta duruyorum.Terapiye ihtiyacim var biliyorum.</p><p>Boyle hissederken kendimi iyilestirmek icin bugun yapmaya niyet ettigim seyler:</p><p></p><ul style="text-align: left;"><li>Kalk ve kahvalti et.</li><li>Yatak takimini yika,odanin tozunu al,bugun evde temizlik var.Iyin(yardimcimiz) sana kibar kibar bakar,iyi gelir.</li><li>Tefl kursunun 4.bolumunu bitir,5.ye basla.Fazla zamanin kalmadi</li><li>yuruyuse git,hatta belki Jane'i ara.</li><li>yemek pisir,ne zamandir yemek de pisirmedin oyle atistirip,hazirdan yiyip geciyorsun;yapma! Maddi manevi iyi gelmiyor bu sana.</li><li>Karanlik cokunce mum yak,yoga yap.Belki dans etmek istersin?</li><li>Kitabini bitir.</li><li>geccek,unutma!</li></ul><div>Fazlaca bir ic dokme yazisi oldu ki,genelde blogda ya da IG'de boyle seyler yazmak istemiyorum.Bugunde boyle olsun. Sizler nasilsiniz?Sevgiyle kalin.</div><p></p>Çileksuyu Sibelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03911732606954816588noreply@blogger.com13tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-17639820.post-35124099496919527592022-02-18T00:30:00.001+00:002022-02-18T00:30:00.167+00:00Tesekkur Cuma'si #245<p><table align="center" cellpadding="0" cellspacing="0" class="tr-caption-container" style="margin-left: auto; margin-right: auto;"><tbody><tr><td style="text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/a/AVvXsEgkHRoRpCn90B7NawAFO7ngb3T81MKVEdqi8h4Rhdrtep-hpkfPUE-z-4L4yY5MFphIOl31aLI-l8AvzHydzU42Px--MQdqCAsBAul4HdAUoRjZIMjmOh-eOoZc1X7eQ-Ew3eXSE0g_u5k7_OwIVT1W07JEqWPXQoN2mV1QHzMeH7otPptK0xg=s4032" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: auto; margin-right: auto;"><img border="0" data-original-height="3024" data-original-width="4032" height="480" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/a/AVvXsEgkHRoRpCn90B7NawAFO7ngb3T81MKVEdqi8h4Rhdrtep-hpkfPUE-z-4L4yY5MFphIOl31aLI-l8AvzHydzU42Px--MQdqCAsBAul4HdAUoRjZIMjmOh-eOoZc1X7eQ-Ew3eXSE0g_u5k7_OwIVT1W07JEqWPXQoN2mV1QHzMeH7otPptK0xg=w640-h480" width="640" /></a></td></tr><tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;"><br /></td></tr></tbody></table></p><p>Selam benim tatli okuyucularim.Ne zamandir FUF dememisim!Fank u Friday,mazide kalmasin,kendisi ne de olsa hos bir felsefe degil mi? Hepimiz Cuma'lari bir hos oluyoruz ertesi gune calissak da calismasak da.</p><p>Bu fotograflari IG'de gormus olabilirsiniz takipciyseniz,hatta daha fazlasini gormussunuzdur muhtemelen ama bunlar iste bloga yazilmali cunku hikaye ucar,blog kalir! 💕😅</p><p>Hadi baslayalim o zaman,</p><p>Hic beklemedigim anda beliren,yuzumu gonlumu senlendiren gokkusagina cok mutesekkirim.Arkamda gokkusaklari da var,Rabbim de;kim tutar beni?</p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/a/AVvXsEjrYp2Mq4oRwVD6vC_Z7Vxf1XH_td1Jxt0jzjNA27ejbHO0JppxveE9w6CBxqySHSgYcgWn2el6aMueS4GYQP91cH8fGdAMPowHmvVcLD3RWbwQGqmkHjKYIi9_YhxGke2_T5FP-L5zgIUGsQofuUzN5AOV3Nt04QC7ueE1WT0Euy9gE4eQgmU=s4032" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="4032" data-original-width="3024" height="640" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/a/AVvXsEjrYp2Mq4oRwVD6vC_Z7Vxf1XH_td1Jxt0jzjNA27ejbHO0JppxveE9w6CBxqySHSgYcgWn2el6aMueS4GYQP91cH8fGdAMPowHmvVcLD3RWbwQGqmkHjKYIi9_YhxGke2_T5FP-L5zgIUGsQofuUzN5AOV3Nt04QC7ueE1WT0Euy9gE4eQgmU=w480-h640" width="480" /></a></div><p><br /></p>Bana fincan alanlara...Koleksiyonu tasininca azalttim ama gonul bu seviyor,istiyor.Sevgililer gununde de eklendi bir tane,onu da paylasirim bir ara.<p></p><p><br /></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; 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Seni cok seviyorum.Tiyatrodan sonra London Bridge'e dogru yuruyordum tek basima.Oyle ozgur,mutlu,huzurlu hissediyordum.Hani Bridget Jones'un bir yuruyusu vardir,agzinda sigara,aynen oyle.Iste o anda benim canimda sigara istedi,neyseki yoktu.Otobusten inince alirim marketten dedim.bu gecenin serefine.Gidisim uzayip,dogal ihtiyacim bastirinca otobusten inince bakkala gitmedim,sigara almadim boylelikle icmedim.Cisim beni sigara krizimden kurtardi! Iyi ki gelmis...Sigarasiz gecen 1 ay 8 gune mutesekkirim! Kendimi her gun daha guclu hissediyorum ve umarim kendimi hayal kirikligina ugratmam diye dua ediyorum. Bir de sanki daha uzun suredir sigara icmiyormusum gibi hissediyorum!<p></p><p><br /></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/a/AVvXsEjCj2Ydgg-57PbksUDzWQaS3HL5UujYW9yS4yqTEYdOpA1s4pCj9n8qSYsUQY9yE018OSsTHNS2DwZeh7B9eqe8Qe43ZI9MxWMC8VmotUGp_n37in_Edxw3BofR9TQl4y92QNl64JNgbs7wy-nqgcHhNBAhlXxSkMoBhDphPatcGhGIPV50JA4=s4032" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="4032" data-original-width="3024" height="640" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/a/AVvXsEjCj2Ydgg-57PbksUDzWQaS3HL5UujYW9yS4yqTEYdOpA1s4pCj9n8qSYsUQY9yE018OSsTHNS2DwZeh7B9eqe8Qe43ZI9MxWMC8VmotUGp_n37in_Edxw3BofR9TQl4y92QNl64JNgbs7wy-nqgcHhNBAhlXxSkMoBhDphPatcGhGIPV50JA4=w480-h640" width="480" /></a></div><br /><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/a/AVvXsEhuqKrsVe6CkfWPFgLVrf_7lq-639iGyXUvxstKtkfKTMN7uQUuTq6uMwITW4KErYbEM3OC3ZuiwjqClHTGQDWji6oAEyMQ-A-yuRalFT93TROwPX_7TP1gOtp53e0aOjE2oy2345t83jPHZWLz3PKe386P35XtgQj3OLrmrLKvUGrSdWTADfk=s4032" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; 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Zaten hic aklimda yoktu.Trafige cikma,bir arac kullanma hayallerimi tamamen birakiyorum artik! Herkes araba,scooter kullanmak zorunda degil.Sonucta kendime ve baskalarina tehlike arz ediyorsam artik bu sevdadan vazgecebilmeliyim! Ama bos yollarda,tum araclari cok guzel kullaniyorum yillardir😆😆😆<p></p><p><br /></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/a/AVvXsEhRQWlZBbn1ShahxjJy38YOBOcuX4OzIDto5Jk42cezU84wvy5QlMgVKijk_ZbsfLBqGUuA93TK64_j0Sgp5nSkQXMW_24_vTD-wqk9f1GSiswK8HTI0QF4rCdF_L4enYHqD3yCG3u3HgZM9lIZwl7Ksv716tdjo6RuIkjCcjc4llbDx5fLd2k=s3088" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="2316" data-original-width="3088" height="480" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/a/AVvXsEhRQWlZBbn1ShahxjJy38YOBOcuX4OzIDto5Jk42cezU84wvy5QlMgVKijk_ZbsfLBqGUuA93TK64_j0Sgp5nSkQXMW_24_vTD-wqk9f1GSiswK8HTI0QF4rCdF_L4enYHqD3yCG3u3HgZM9lIZwl7Ksv716tdjo6RuIkjCcjc4llbDx5fLd2k=w640-h480" width="640" /></a></div><br /> Gun dogumuna kalkabildigim sabahlara,sagligima,sevdiklerimin sagligina sonsuz mutesekkirim.<p></p><p>Hayat,yine pek bir guzel!💓💓💓</p>Çileksuyu Sibelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03911732606954816588noreply@blogger.com6tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-17639820.post-56591928085532167242022-02-06T16:12:00.002+00:002022-02-06T16:12:30.617+00:00Pazar'lari pek severim #50 -elli-<p></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/a/AVvXsEigsJYSSqYLymw90S-YOdbd8Ifq6yG9i_vGL5ND9v4XfFUfB6ipWJIOhkduGHCppKqmV4Wa07TS300mcfAvKqqm0JkGj5_d3CkT57ALt0fr7CfPUIOYyL7RBvYEhCqrW5o3KHWsRwQDMxXrPz9O-AQdbircXI8mShjcXAyip0FOwuryriEoOok=s4032" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="4032" data-original-width="3024" height="640" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/a/AVvXsEigsJYSSqYLymw90S-YOdbd8Ifq6yG9i_vGL5ND9v4XfFUfB6ipWJIOhkduGHCppKqmV4Wa07TS300mcfAvKqqm0JkGj5_d3CkT57ALt0fr7CfPUIOYyL7RBvYEhCqrW5o3KHWsRwQDMxXrPz9O-AQdbircXI8mShjcXAyip0FOwuryriEoOok=w480-h640" width="480" /></a></div><p><br /></p>Tunaydinnnnnn!!! <p></p><p>En son Pazar'lari pek severim'i <a href="https://cileksuyu.blogspot.com/2021/09/pazarlari-pek-severim-49.html">Eylul'de yazmisim ya hu?</a> Nasil acmisim arayi bu kadar ben de anlamadim dogrusu.Demek ki sevk gelmemis.Bugun ama sevk doluyum hem de kendime yapacagim isleri ertelemek icin bahane ariyorum dogal olarak.Hani yapmam gerekenleri hemen de yapip aradan cikarmis olmami dusunmeniz beni sasirtir.Gecen gun mudurume de dedim,hep son an,hem son dk gazi,son dk ders calismasi.Bile bile kendimi neden zora sokuyorum ben de anlamis degilim! Ogrenciligimden beri hic de bir sey degismemis! Farkindasiniz di mi ne kadar rahatim bu konuda diye basladim bir de konusmaya 😇😇😇.Evet dedi cok sevdigim canim mudurum. Yuzsuzlugum tutuyor bazen,ya da o icimdeki yaramaz kiz cocugu ortaya cikiyor ve de herseye nanik yapiyor,yapim bu engel olamiyorum!</p><p><br /></p><p><br /></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/a/AVvXsEjsD24ImZHcBCcatlqI-nS75LpUwh7bdCCqipHjTPYFz5YzYFwsp3rLwkbXhFOtbzUS-7pH5WwEG9zdmYaM-FxB68CBxvm4X9rJ1XVBWzBBMGzc-AYtx61tWy4xkfkVxQ8v2vhmp0NYnWIjxYBcwd2BdoLGD_ILBSHZj_H2sVW0g7_O1JS2u7s=s4032" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="4032" data-original-width="3024" height="640" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/a/AVvXsEjsD24ImZHcBCcatlqI-nS75LpUwh7bdCCqipHjTPYFz5YzYFwsp3rLwkbXhFOtbzUS-7pH5WwEG9zdmYaM-FxB68CBxvm4X9rJ1XVBWzBBMGzc-AYtx61tWy4xkfkVxQ8v2vhmp0NYnWIjxYBcwd2BdoLGD_ILBSHZj_H2sVW0g7_O1JS2u7s=w480-h640" width="480" /></a></div><p><br /></p>Sabah ruzgarin sesine uyandim,dinleye dinleye yataktan cikmam,mutfaga gidip kahve suyu kaynatmam 20 dkimi aldi.Kitabimi okuyup kahvemi icerken saatin nasil gectigini de anlamamisim,bir baktim 9:20.Jane ile 10'da bulusacagiz.Hemen hazirlanip,minnak bir kase gronolayi yedim ve erkenden kapinin onune ciktim.Yagmur yagmaya baslamisti,iyi ki son anda cantama atmistim flamingolu semsiyemi.Iyi ki de erken cikmistim kapi onune,yagmuru dinledim,su birikintisine dusen damlalarin yaydigi halkalari izledim.<p></p><p>Geldi benimki,sirilsiklam olmus 2 dkda dokulen yagmurda,zaten yuruyuse baslayana kadar durdu yagmur da,bulutlar da mavilige birakmaya basladi yerini.Biraz yurudukten sonra hemen kahve molasi verdik.Jane kabanini cikarip,sandalyesine yerlesince,baktim tum guzelligi ustunde.Benim verdigim yesil yemeniyi sarmis boynuna,takmis yeni aldigi yesil halka kupelerini.Ne o dedim,hic oylesine Pazar yuruyusune cikmis gibi gozukmuyorsun,pek shiksin...Herseyimi giyinemeyeceksem,ne manasi var dedi.Haklisin dedim,ben de esofmanliydim ama kendimce yine de susluydum.vELHASIL KENDIMIZI sUSLEMEKTE,KENDIMIZE iYI bAKMAKTA JaNe gibi OLALIM diyorum ben.Birbirimizi gormeyeli sanirim 1 hafta gecmis ve cok sey birikmis.Yaptik guncellemeyi ve tabana kuvvet yeniden Lewisham'a.</p><p><br /></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/a/AVvXsEiIjro00EA-xo5GUP0V10ufzahbxeHKwyFn1j2k8pj_ooVv8dY6oz7F8-zTON9cYl2QYXdaBzFZFh8mQhojBZbKVByzvX6Qobg0TGth-b7aFVbiJK5QlgP_j_jtr0sLKFdaXog4Ss_kw5r03BWpe4MA4Yf0o2FGP0W5dG8xWjyYaeFXQt81scE=s4032" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="4032" data-original-width="3024" height="640" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/a/AVvXsEiIjro00EA-xo5GUP0V10ufzahbxeHKwyFn1j2k8pj_ooVv8dY6oz7F8-zTON9cYl2QYXdaBzFZFh8mQhojBZbKVByzvX6Qobg0TGth-b7aFVbiJK5QlgP_j_jtr0sLKFdaXog4Ss_kw5r03BWpe4MA4Yf0o2FGP0W5dG8xWjyYaeFXQt81scE=w480-h640" width="480" /></a></div><p><br /></p>Kendime cok ucuza bir sac mashasi ismarlamistim,Argos'tan gittim aldim,bakalim bu sefer becerebilecek miyim? Zira daha once aldigimi ablamin kizina vermistim kendim beceremiyorum diye. Kivircik,dalgali saclari cok seviyorum,benim minnak dalgalarim bazen bana yeterli gelmiyor. Hem dedim degisiklik olsun.Bu aralar kendime boyle minik minik seyler alasim geliyor nedense.Sigara ve alkolun eksikligini sanirim bu sekilde kapatmaya calisiyorum simdilik.Hem ruhen buyuk bir degisiklikten geciyorum,bence depresyonun ya kiyisindan geciyorum ya da icindeyim tam emin olamiyorum.Ya da aydinlanma yasiyorum,uyaniyorum da onun yarattigi degisiklik bilemiyorum.Bildigim tek sey ve farkinda oldugum kendimi cok ama guclu hisseDiyor olmam,en azindan su an icin.<p></p><p><br /></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/a/AVvXsEjQ9Yydywb_tllnSyPHXzZNH-H6GWHYD1Z-XofX_2bJJfd_r3QBV0EEcKzebxiwADQinoFLyB8758UUoKTgOfPFoDxK1XJ06hYrMlT87GUb4HtGZiqqb8B2prFPI6kry4s8xu0CMaP42TWlzO2w0I-8gpPLTh3hOwK3cZUeSk6LMsXk789u9H4=s4032" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="4032" data-original-width="3024" height="640" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/a/AVvXsEjQ9Yydywb_tllnSyPHXzZNH-H6GWHYD1Z-XofX_2bJJfd_r3QBV0EEcKzebxiwADQinoFLyB8758UUoKTgOfPFoDxK1XJ06hYrMlT87GUb4HtGZiqqb8B2prFPI6kry4s8xu0CMaP42TWlzO2w0I-8gpPLTh3hOwK3cZUeSk6LMsXk789u9H4=w480-h640" width="480" /></a></div><p><br /></p>Eve tabii ki yuruyerek donduk.Donus yolunda parktan tanidiklar ile karsilastik,ayak ustu muhabbet ettik.Gunes parliyor,ruzgar son hizi ile esiyordu.<p></p><p><br /></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; 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margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="4032" data-original-width="3024" height="640" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/a/AVvXsEjz11n2g7emvcJS53oZ1XqBmS4ko04OBeqi1EBi78WLTJg82F5qdPe8abjKIZIHsHKhFBgZxr1RuYmDXw6pfwcmgCtO6lfTNu2BnkiPwPofJBo9sClpD_VQ8j8C9pGFKeQ64COPrtiFP0NCrQyNSlR3FPea7tSWFgfVNFEvzj9iBuXJTzFr254=w480-h640" width="480" /></a></div><br /> Biraz kitap okuyayim dedim ama,Gulunesi Asik'lari hic sevemedim,icine giremedim.Birakmamaya karar verdim simdilik.<p></p><p>Saat neredeyse dort oldu,ben hala ruzgari dinliyor ve izliyorum.Esneyen her agac dalinda ben de daha bir esnemeyi kendime islemeye gayret ediyorum.</p><p>Sabah @asumansur'un paylastigini cok sevdim IG hesabinda.Bu aralar herseyi bir isaret olarak algiliyorum.</p><p>"<i>Canini yakmadi..Uyandirdi....!!!!</i></p><p><i>Bu son biraz acitti ama sabah gozlerini actiginda isigin neden oldugu rahatsizlik gibiydi.Karanliktan cikmak ve sonunda kim oldugunu gormek icin vizyonunu ayarlayabilmek ve o zamana kadar almayi kabul ettiginden cok daha fazlasini hak ettigini gormek gibi.</i></p><p><i>Seni baskasi tarafindan sevilmeyi beklemeden once kendine sayginin,yeterli olmanin ve kendini sevmenin onemine uyandirdi.Sinirlarin farkindaligini,canini yakan bir seye hayir demenin gerekli oldugunu ve sevmenin herseyi kabullenmek anlamina gelmedigi anlayisina.</i></p><p><i>Canini yakmadi cunku o iliski yara degildi.Sana lehime kullanabilecegin buyuk bir ders verdi.Geldi,iyi ki kalmadi cunku o son buyuk bir nimetti belki.Cok ihtiyacin olan ve bilmedigin yanilsamanda yeni baslangicin kutsamasi.</i></p><p><i>Uyandin ve simdi o gucu ve icinde parlayan isigi baska kimse tutamayacak.Acele etmeden geride birak,kendini yeni yollara ac.</i></p><p><i>Kendini sevmeye,icindeki yetenege,amacini yasamaya ve gercekten hak ettigin seye dalmaya uyandin.UYANDIN VE HICBIR SEY KENDINE DEGER VEREN BIR INSANIN GUCUYLE KIYASLANAMAZ!"</i></p><p><i>Asu Mansur ve Elif Turkolmazeskier'in IG </i>paylasimlari bana hep isaret olarak geliyor,hep de iyi hissettiriyor.Kesinlikle tavsiye ederim.</p><p>Neden yapmam gereken seyleri erteledigimi biliyorum artik.Cunku ruzgari izlemek ve dinlemek istiyorum doyana kadar.Ruzgarin hareketi ve sesi bana yanliz olmadigimi hatirlatiyor.</p><p>Sevgiyle kalin,super gecsin haftamiz,kolay gelsin😊😊💕💕</p>Çileksuyu Sibelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03911732606954816588noreply@blogger.com6tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-17639820.post-63660710232017437702022-01-28T17:02:00.001+00:002022-01-28T17:02:37.807+00:00Tesekkur Cuma'si #244<p></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/a/AVvXsEia4i21tDv6hetsO2jragOT8J0sYbmY58DXp3hjwFkL2smnhoSMtgI0hgjF16JXOjGVIG9J78wgwnB8aHzhR72w3VsgIh13ugwzHyymMTYNzRcz7K6pORxQRmn6LGcRdVDOA2uBTm1oMGk51gqhcUxEqnF0yq1rRbrNH1a0U6G3GtK6hxC-cCU=s4032" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="4032" data-original-width="3024" height="640" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/a/AVvXsEia4i21tDv6hetsO2jragOT8J0sYbmY58DXp3hjwFkL2smnhoSMtgI0hgjF16JXOjGVIG9J78wgwnB8aHzhR72w3VsgIh13ugwzHyymMTYNzRcz7K6pORxQRmn6LGcRdVDOA2uBTm1oMGk51gqhcUxEqnF0yq1rRbrNH1a0U6G3GtK6hxC-cCU=w480-h640" width="480" /></a></div><p><br /></p>Hosgeldiniz! Ocak Ayinin 2. Tesekkur Cuma'si ile karsinizdayim.Muhtesem bir yuruyus sonrasi eve geldigimde,evin suratima vuran sessiz ve sakinligini yenmek adina yazmaya karar verdim.Sessizlik derken,kulagima D'nin telefonla gorusmesi calindi bir sure.Kendisinden pek haz etmiyorum iki haftadir.Birbirimizin etrafinda dolasmamaya calisiyoruz,birbirine trip atan kari-kocalar gibiyiz.Triplerdeyiz ama konusmuyoruz,hani kimsenin yuzyuze sorunu cozesi yok.Zaten haksiz da yok bence,sadece cok sikayet edenden ben kaciyorum,dedigimi dedikten sonra geri cekilmeyi daha uygun buluyorum.Herkes bir RA degil tabii ki...Seni simdiden ozledim RA.Nadir de gorsem ruhum senleniyordu.<p></p><p>Herseye ragmen odamdan kus seslerini duyabilmeye cok mutesekkirim.Bu evi seviyorum.Evet belki balayi donemimiz gecti ama,simdilik iyiyiz.Umarim,hayal ettigimize hayirlisi ile kavusuruz.</p><p>Dogal olarak kurutulmus cicekleri cok sevdigimi bilirsiniz,kolay kolay atamam.Canliliklari kadar,kurumus hallerinin de tadini cikaririm.Bu nergisleri gordugumde aklima gelen "<i style="font-weight: bold;">kurumus cicekleri cok severim ama ruhu kurumus insandan hic haz etmem".</i> Cok bilge paylasimlarimdan biri olarak akliniza kalbinize yazin canlarim.<b><i>Cicek kurutun ama ruhunuzu kurutmayin!</i></b></p><p><br /></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; 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Oyle guzel bir sabah gecirdim ki,paylasmadan olmazdi.Evet,biliyorum yillar icinde Cileksuyu'nda boyle sabahlara alisiksiniz siz ama ne yapayim seviyorum.Bana iyi geliyor da,size de iyi gelmesin mi?<p></p><p><br /></p><p>Sabah 03:15'te uyandim,ruya ve Dolunay etkisi ile,uykuya yeniden donemeyince kalktim kendime bir kahve yaptim,kesmedi 1 tane daha.Kitabimi okudum ve erkenden gunesin dogusunu izlemeye yola koyuldum.Ay sagimda tum endami ile alcaliyordu,bir tarafimda gunes dogmaya basliyordu usul usul ama sanki gunes cekiniyordu Ay'in varligindan.Oyle yakindi,oyle guzeldi.Tabak gibiydi diyesim geliyor ama bu tabiri Ay'a yakistiramiyorum.Babaannemin tabagi bile olsa,kesmiyor beni.Olsa olsa bir Tanrica olur bence Ay'dan.Ay'in bana hissettirdiklerini oyle seviyorum ki,hele ki doldugunda sanki ben de doluyorum,cosuyorum!</p><p><br /></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/a/AVvXsEiVRU29tu3jkcZ55R4pmWwi-UPJE1SXf7Uv-lgiVse6G_gCcY--J6MDhLNbtKn7rMpvbG2fjvOswui5I1iJv8SrmYdgGcL-gY7LktRWO0YuIAqSMHSeR3Lal3QLGWHaPfbKnBuCu-RdSmHTKPrevWJIpudad99FAOzsCf2DwQX5pSQsjwbOdP0=s4032" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; 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Umarim yeni gelen senin kadar iyi bir ev arkadasi olur,zevkti seni tanimak! dedim.Gozume gonlume zevkti kismini yuttum, dedim Sibel agar ol,lisede degilsin! Ne o sapsal asik gibi! Neyse,insanlah hayatima renk,keyif,guzellik katan birisi gelir odasina.Ne guzel de konu oluyordu yazmaya,konusmaya RA.</p><p>Guzel ve kolay gecsin haftamiz dostlarim,iyi ki varsiniz.Iyi ki kendime ait bu tatli yerim var.Blog yazmak bana sanki cok muhim bir is basarmisim hissini veriyor.</p><p>Sevgiyle kalin!💕💕</p>Çileksuyu Sibelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03911732606954816588noreply@blogger.com6tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-17639820.post-1990322121898182202022-01-07T19:35:00.002+00:002022-01-17T13:14:54.359+00:00Tesekkur Cuma'si #243<p></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/a/AVvXsEi_44xjLkTVmc1oIwM069hhYCFYEiFL0aSKu9zeiGHr5Z9hoohcWVSaeRAP1rAx3oyXijQjHiTXVGVIVrzpXJJw6rauMsPpKFUGp0frxd_dhlpxFQZNj6GPxuS9lnNdb7ZOFZ-Ood6NCKQxT00NdbNfzHwpi8ISCo_LLKvT1uuYhjLQqPoQNGk=s4032" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="4032" data-original-width="3024" height="640" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/a/AVvXsEi_44xjLkTVmc1oIwM069hhYCFYEiFL0aSKu9zeiGHr5Z9hoohcWVSaeRAP1rAx3oyXijQjHiTXVGVIVrzpXJJw6rauMsPpKFUGp0frxd_dhlpxFQZNj6GPxuS9lnNdb7ZOFZ-Ood6NCKQxT00NdbNfzHwpi8ISCo_LLKvT1uuYhjLQqPoQNGk=w480-h640" width="480" /></a></div><p><br /></p>Selam!<p></p><p>Yilin ilk haftasi,bitti gitti.Gunler bitince sevinen bir ben miyim? Omrumden azaltiyorum boyle yapinca ama seviyorum ne yalan soyliyeyim.</p><p>Isten geldikten sonra amacim Masumlar Apartmani 54.bolumu izlemekti,izlerken aglarim bir guzel ferahlarim diyordum,yanina da dunden actigimiz kirmizidan bir iki kadeh icerim demistim ki,54.bolum oynamamis herhalde ki youtubeda sadece fragmanlar var.Bloglara dalinca da odamda,gidip de almadim kendime 1 kadeh.Yazayim,alacagim bir kadeh.Bugunku,hatta son 3 gunku moduma bir kadeh terapist sart.</p><p><br /></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/a/AVvXsEgG5eXPj8ZngK66TcN2Nt-4Aj8-9WN-yyom_UVrPAPYeym1fDXiki3XKatcdqXB9axTA-ASxqQ9Nf_Q5gGTYIHxK8AXC2bVhx_JwtPu2_V-I5zFGXQxrVpd1j-SR5V0kazpXWeyWBzxr8niF6wUl-tV7Vve9SvGcsWmRpVjh-KSr9Bqc7KDmjI=s4032" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="4032" data-original-width="3024" height="640" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/a/AVvXsEgG5eXPj8ZngK66TcN2Nt-4Aj8-9WN-yyom_UVrPAPYeym1fDXiki3XKatcdqXB9axTA-ASxqQ9Nf_Q5gGTYIHxK8AXC2bVhx_JwtPu2_V-I5zFGXQxrVpd1j-SR5V0kazpXWeyWBzxr8niF6wUl-tV7Vve9SvGcsWmRpVjh-KSr9Bqc7KDmjI=w480-h640" width="480" /></a></div><p><br /></p>Pazartesi hos biriyle hosca vakit gecirdim,muhabbet yuruyus.Eve gelir gelmez saclarimi kesesim geldi,tuttum ucundan kestim,kut yaptim.Kuafore gitmeyeli neredeyse 2 sene,kas aldirmayali 2 sene,sac boyamayali sanirim 4 sene bitti.Bir eksikligini hissetmiyorum dogrusu,kendi kendime yetebilmekten memnunum.Haaa cok mu zengin oldum,para biriktirdim tabii ki hayir! Alepeziden sonra ve boyamamaktan saclarim daha saglikli geliyor elime.<p></p><p><br /></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/a/AVvXsEgecmC99lmNwTJzKToWcGtsLiPiN81vHQEKrPxheV4r6cDjzRleFuce7F4BrDnj5KSCWqOYOhNGvq0PWTSil5J26ljMKktEvJA508vzGbqmrO-R7hKfbq6ZUMhzk6Pj2KJIvc6oXphP0TZwdu2B2TT4V9VI4JO6XHDu6Agpu7mjL7gVylkecLg=s3088" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="3088" data-original-width="2316" height="640" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/a/AVvXsEgecmC99lmNwTJzKToWcGtsLiPiN81vHQEKrPxheV4r6cDjzRleFuce7F4BrDnj5KSCWqOYOhNGvq0PWTSil5J26ljMKktEvJA508vzGbqmrO-R7hKfbq6ZUMhzk6Pj2KJIvc6oXphP0TZwdu2B2TT4V9VI4JO6XHDu6Agpu7mjL7gVylkecLg=w480-h640" width="480" /></a></div><br /><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/a/AVvXsEjqTi1CZpPnnNLR8hvPG4CKgnxkJxrRINtDSCt-kkDOYNfEM_qQTBLcyuXy3eDsM80L4rwdXsiFGNVQ0xzLVbi5e2FrWxketmkYCSTJ1OLvSbi6N1IBUfAcoXuajahEXNYKWdTL1U0SPYQNECCEAgvt8NmieuDjY7IDUOEH-o0t9uxwe5pFrmI=s3088" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="3088" data-original-width="2316" height="640" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/a/AVvXsEjqTi1CZpPnnNLR8hvPG4CKgnxkJxrRINtDSCt-kkDOYNfEM_qQTBLcyuXy3eDsM80L4rwdXsiFGNVQ0xzLVbi5e2FrWxketmkYCSTJ1OLvSbi6N1IBUfAcoXuajahEXNYKWdTL1U0SPYQNECCEAgvt8NmieuDjY7IDUOEH-o0t9uxwe5pFrmI=w480-h640" width="480" /></a></div><p><br /></p>Haftaya iyi baslamistim sanki ama,gecen gun formlarimdan birisi yine geri geldi,sacma bir hata yuzunden,sinirlerimi bozdu,agladim,kendime sovdum,bir boku beceremezsin sen diye dovdum kendimi ruhen.Sonra yine goge baktim,Sibel olmasi gerektigi zamanda oluyordur muhakkak,gec olsun,temiz olsun diye avuttum kendimi.Ama cansizligim ustumde.Bir de bu halde olunca herkes soruyor,mubarek yuzumde her modum genis genis parliyor! Onlar sorunca da aglayasim geliyor,agliyorum,sessizligimden sakinligimden rahatsiz oluyorlarmis gibi geliyor bazen,sanki herkesin nese kaynagi benmisim gibi.<p></p><p><br /></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/a/AVvXsEii0Chh_Gr_CE_hy80caBJcBDLQy5hL53Yl0hP7t4xanW9PcvJEe7xetECIrJB39flaDIUymFJSRumfwiy3p6IkXQjepDHD95wnBLrKqwqNKKPXAijmMJ7hK1vyKTR39IThO8XYarOAddz9NElObYLAsVqNvd76UjfVeuw4yJUqFxaeLevznJw=s1792" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="1792" data-original-width="828" height="640" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/a/AVvXsEii0Chh_Gr_CE_hy80caBJcBDLQy5hL53Yl0hP7t4xanW9PcvJEe7xetECIrJB39flaDIUymFJSRumfwiy3p6IkXQjepDHD95wnBLrKqwqNKKPXAijmMJ7hK1vyKTR39IThO8XYarOAddz9NElObYLAsVqNvd76UjfVeuw4yJUqFxaeLevznJw=w296-h640" width="296" /></a></div><p><br /></p>Kendimi iyi hissetmek icin,kredi kartina girip kendime hediyeler aliyorum.Banksy'nin sergisine gidecegim izinli oldugum haftada.Bir de bir yine gunu birlik bir workshop buldum,onu da yarin odeyeyim de yine gonlume iyi hissetmek icin bir sey dussun bari.<p></p><p><br /></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; 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Ama bu aksam,tv izleyecegim,ya bir dizi ya da film bulacagim ve gercek hayattan kacacagim.</p><p>Cok sukur sagliga,sevdiklerime,dostlarima.Her sey gecer ve gecicidir😉💕</p>Çileksuyu Sibelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03911732606954816588noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-17639820.post-54436973726256506062022-01-01T17:21:00.004+00:002022-01-01T17:21:38.459+00:00Hosgeldin 2022, Merhaba 1 Ocak!<p></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/a/AVvXsEi1DaazbuCN0B7p6uhosn8-yCbjURHb9wmwpCt7n4mu05zhSq3yighBiSIvpS_BbUM4zi3KtRzXSOU2aYid1Ou649wiQLpn74PZ5AbRg8bPHganUw5VlBDYID-bQfiNPfwtAXz5lc_xQIS2fA5N7Mm9TeIF3EIh44PW1oIWbG_wP-p6HYnrNMU=s4032" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="4032" data-original-width="3024" height="640" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/a/AVvXsEi1DaazbuCN0B7p6uhosn8-yCbjURHb9wmwpCt7n4mu05zhSq3yighBiSIvpS_BbUM4zi3KtRzXSOU2aYid1Ou649wiQLpn74PZ5AbRg8bPHganUw5VlBDYID-bQfiNPfwtAXz5lc_xQIS2fA5N7Mm9TeIF3EIh44PW1oIWbG_wP-p6HYnrNMU=w480-h640" width="480" /></a></div><p><br /></p>Selam dostlarim.Nasil geciyor yilin ilk gunu? Ben de bir heyecan,bir umut soz konusu,yeni asik olmus liseli kizlar gibi kikir kikir gulesim,simdiden 2022 ile flort edesim var.<p></p><p>Dun aksam Jane'e gittim.Acili fasulye yapmis,bildigimiz kuru fasulye,uzerine yogurt da koydu.Jane dedim Turklesiyorsun sen,herseye yogurt!😆 Neredeyse 1 sise Prosecco'yu bitirip 23:15 sularinda dustum yollara,cunku yeni yili kendimle karsilayasim vardi. Benim canikolar ille sen de gel dediler saat 24:00 olmadan,gidip havai fisekleri izleyelim,yok dedim 21 bin kusur adim atmisim,hafif cakir keyifim kalabalik cekemeyecegim.Gitmedim.Onun yerine,actim sarabimi,kuruldum bahcedeki sandalyeme. O arada benim Misir Tanrisi Ra gorundu mutfakta😍😍😍 Makineye camasir koyuyor.Hala guluyorum buna😆😆😆 Yilin bitmesine kalmis yarim saat,kim koyar makineye bu aksam,bu saatte camasir Ra dedim,bana iyi yillar diledi ve gitti😃 Cunku kendisi bir MR.DARCY! oyle sempatik sirin bir tepki veremez!</p><p><br /></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/a/AVvXsEjTSrwcuRbmJ4KZSwjYzmhOkEpOpEgmEQRu610ysR-h_FLvao3a8CPY3VVWxmBknyLg_ib7RUccv56Tu7L8lR7n4kbFN8iKujq77rNhZca91I7nId_Lzcz0zq7Xx88xDXy6jXX53bKflWQZ7Uwf-YEBB4dYJ7Z-LK_9EDPkgSSmliNrEh6BSxI=s4032" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="4032" data-original-width="3024" height="640" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/a/AVvXsEjTSrwcuRbmJ4KZSwjYzmhOkEpOpEgmEQRu610ysR-h_FLvao3a8CPY3VVWxmBknyLg_ib7RUccv56Tu7L8lR7n4kbFN8iKujq77rNhZca91I7nId_Lzcz0zq7Xx88xDXy6jXX53bKflWQZ7Uwf-YEBB4dYJ7Z-LK_9EDPkgSSmliNrEh6BSxI=w480-h640" width="480" /></a></div><p><br /></p>Ben de makineyi bosalttim,mutfagi topladim,bahceme kuruldum ve yeni yilin gelmesini bekledim goge bakip havai fisekleri izlerken.Sarabimi actim 24:08'de yataktaydim!<p></p><p><br /></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/a/AVvXsEhhH3dfvSImXybDqvTMlhFlETfZydI_3DMZJYC9JrGRyLDXu7EroWSt1sEE3-rXz9YWVovGD9nkPlaiXOKzbwdZ0BRfoamaUBHOBqrQqscPtsOT0-IswtgXTp-2yyO5bczdiLu0X6BmQoYVtSbQTyHSq1HhZACkWa53vrViKmcQUfwZ5JRRsgo=s4032" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="4032" data-original-width="3024" height="640" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/a/AVvXsEhhH3dfvSImXybDqvTMlhFlETfZydI_3DMZJYC9JrGRyLDXu7EroWSt1sEE3-rXz9YWVovGD9nkPlaiXOKzbwdZ0BRfoamaUBHOBqrQqscPtsOT0-IswtgXTp-2yyO5bczdiLu0X6BmQoYVtSbQTyHSq1HhZACkWa53vrViKmcQUfwZ5JRRsgo=w480-h640" width="480" /></a></div><p><br /></p>Sabah bas agrisi ile uyandim,dedim biraz daha uyuyacagim.kalktigimda 08:30'du ve gun parliyordu.Bahardan kalma bir gun,gunes siritiyor.Dedim kahvemi bahcede alayim,yine kuruldum sandalyeme,goge bakarken bir ses.Gunaydin! Biliniz kim? Tabii ki Ra! Aramizda bahce kapisi,uzerinde siyah sabahligi.Kendisi hep siyah giyiniyor. Agir abimde bir gulus var,karanlik gecede mubarek Dolunay,oyle parliyor.Kendisi de zaten siyah cikolata,tertemiz bir gece! Ay Allah'im dedim,yoksa bir isaret mi bu? Gecen yilin son,yeni yilin ilk insani gordugum.Guzel Allah'im mevzuyu biliyorsun dedim,soyle Ay suratli,fit,guzel kollu..... Hos oyle bir sevgili icin de bu sahsin bence gym'de takilmasi gerek diye hatirlatiyorum kendime.Yildizlari hedef alayim,belki Ay'i isabetlerim kim bilir? Tatli bir ani oldu yil gelir gelmez.Hala guluyor ve herkese anlatiyorum.<p></p><p><br /><table align="center" cellpadding="0" cellspacing="0" class="tr-caption-container" style="margin-left: auto; margin-right: auto;"><tbody><tr><td style="text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/a/AVvXsEiM2OwgXY5pEZloSUggfb8wHZLCK6lL7FCYp3mi2sZYygakbe-MyBtf6LeJArOVC8VmVxpF7VAzjIyQpGV2Ho9jIvdODHhheAVAHoWECOkq-4x9fW45moie7h5DU6raND9HW5C3TVqQLeBAJSv0UjGsHkNzVJyvi3pbAWMM-yD33PwJns4TSkc=s4032" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: auto; margin-right: auto;"><img border="0" data-original-height="4032" data-original-width="3024" height="640" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/a/AVvXsEiM2OwgXY5pEZloSUggfb8wHZLCK6lL7FCYp3mi2sZYygakbe-MyBtf6LeJArOVC8VmVxpF7VAzjIyQpGV2Ho9jIvdODHhheAVAHoWECOkq-4x9fW45moie7h5DU6raND9HW5C3TVqQLeBAJSv0UjGsHkNzVJyvi3pbAWMM-yD33PwJns4TSkc=w480-h640" width="480" /></a></td></tr><tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;">Gecen yildan kalma sarabimi bitiriyor ve dry january'e yarin baslamaya niyet ediyorum!Alkolsuz 1 ay!</td></tr></tbody></table></p><p><br /></p>Sonra makineye beyazlarimi attim.Yilin ilk saatlerinde kim camasir yikar a dostlar! 😂😂 Kitap okuma,kahvalti derken Jane'cimle yuruyus saatimizi kararlastirdik,kosemizde bulustuk.Kahve molamizi uzun sure sirada bekledikten sonra verdik.Aileler kopekliler hep disarda. Simdiden bahar cicekleri veren agacin altindaki bankta ictik kahvemizi ve susam verilmis sincaplari yerken izledik gelen geceni.2 saat sonra evdeydik.<p></p><p><br /></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/a/AVvXsEj79dDkvsQqxNmYSLv736D--KCwqU6wd7EhEJOS8WujvrvwKBW604HfqRSmoxrzFdKpfPdng6qHzkNXKA956AQu-3LX6d2AZWF9alQsCKRel_ei0YXBXnHI1tyxQTq8E3bVXoqjDQpcPw2NeG_w0B4GoBNWK8nVHedpPZH4lj7hdb7rJgXU2QU=s4032" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="4032" data-original-width="3024" height="640" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/a/AVvXsEj79dDkvsQqxNmYSLv736D--KCwqU6wd7EhEJOS8WujvrvwKBW604HfqRSmoxrzFdKpfPdng6qHzkNXKA956AQu-3LX6d2AZWF9alQsCKRel_ei0YXBXnHI1tyxQTq8E3bVXoqjDQpcPw2NeG_w0B4GoBNWK8nVHedpPZH4lj7hdb7rJgXU2QU=w480-h640" width="480" /></a></div><br /> Jane'in ilk sorusu? Yeni yil kararlarin neler? Kendisi daha renkli giyinmeye karar vermis.aksesuarlarla kendine renk katmak istiyormus.AAA dedim,bak dogru insanlasin sen,istedigin kadar renk desen canikom,ben sana destek olurum bu konuda😉😉 Bir an soyledigine pisman oldu sanki😅😅😅 Kendisi tum arkadaslarim gibi benim tam zittim,sade ve matematikci!<p></p><p>Benim yeni yil kararlarim mi?Daha gecen yildan kalma,gerceklestiremediklerim var a dostlar! Sigarayi birakmadim,kursumu bitirmedim,is ile ilgili kendimi daha cok egitmem gereken konu var,hic bitmiyor zaten!</p><p>Dileklerimi aklima yazdim,birazdan da gunlugume yazarim! Bakalim neler olacak?</p><p>Kalp kirikligi yerine,tatli anilari hatirlamayi,zehirli insanlardan uzak durmayi,gecen yil bahcede yanliz basima sarhos olup aglamak yerine,Ay banyosu yapip yildizlari izledigimi,aglamamin yerine cok da guldugumu,evsiz kaldigimi dusunmektense kendime yeni,temiz bir yer buldugumu dusunmeyi tercih ediyorum! Olan her sey benim iyiligim,gelisimime katki saglamak icin oldu,iyi ki de oldu diye dusunurken buluyorum kendimi kimi zaman.Hayat bir macera,hakkini vermek gerek!</p><p>Yeni yildan dilegim aileme kavusmak,kurslarimi bitirmek,insan olarak gelismeye devam etmek geri kalan omrumun tadini doyasiya cikarabilmek,birilerinin hayatina pozitif bir sekilde dokunabilmek.</p><p>Dilerim hasret duydugumuz ne varsa kavusalim,iyilik guzellik sacalim.Ask varsa tazelensin,yoksa bizi bulsun,gelen gideni aratmasin,artsin eksilmesin,ocaklarda mis corbalar kaynasin,ekmekler kabarsin,kahkahalar shen olsun.</p><p>Hepinizi sevgiyle kucakliyor,tum guzellikleri sizin icin diliyorum.Hos kalin,sevin,sevilin,sevisin! Yoksa niye yasiyoruz ki????💗💗💗</p>Çileksuyu Sibelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03911732606954816588noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-17639820.post-89414626049035949782021-12-26T08:48:00.001+00:002022-01-01T16:10:23.575+00:002021 giderken<p></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/a/AVvXsEhfUO37ADBoeEJIzS3M-ebwgnta4rjy5tE8P-f4hRCrPbxKm5GnJUPNhNGijxRxim6P_w0mbh0ydDLGOpZAPbTgMnYyiF5cAavTjn-r0wYjSBQ1rlPWqkdI4drrNH3e0P3C6qzmKcaQOF3EVVmXUt1g-SGBG2KNAhRSWi5d0ja1YgSsRxecz84=s4032" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="4032" data-original-width="3024" height="640" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/a/AVvXsEhfUO37ADBoeEJIzS3M-ebwgnta4rjy5tE8P-f4hRCrPbxKm5GnJUPNhNGijxRxim6P_w0mbh0ydDLGOpZAPbTgMnYyiF5cAavTjn-r0wYjSBQ1rlPWqkdI4drrNH3e0P3C6qzmKcaQOF3EVVmXUt1g-SGBG2KNAhRSWi5d0ja1YgSsRxecz84=w480-h640" width="480" /></a></div><p><br /></p>Gunaydin,gunaydin...Sabah alarmsiz uyanis 7'ye dogru.Fondaki ses sakir sakir yagmur.Ipislak bir Noel,bugun Noel ertesi Boxing Day.Kabugumdaki,yeni ikametimdeki ilk Noel'im gecti,nasil da gergin bir sekilde bekliyordum,nasil da yorgundum.Delice calisiyorum bir aydir,gectigimiz hafta hele kosturmaktan,musteri ile ugrasmaktan cokecegimi sandim,gunler gecmedi sanki bazen.Yikilmadim,ayaktayim! Noel doneminde insanlar fenalasiyor,kiminin ruhundaki isik sonuyor ve gerginliklerini magaza calisanlarindan aliyorlar diyorum ya yillardir,iste yine oyleydi,hatta belki pandemi ve belirsizlik icinde daha da kabaydi kimisi.Ama iste gecti,her sey gibi bu da gecti ve bitti.Su an sakin ve huzurlu bir sekilde yaziyorum bu satirlari ve fotograflar icinde gezinirken 2021'e bakiyorum,icimden muhasebesini yapiyorum.<p></p><p><br /></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/a/AVvXsEjQNs5-tULcW9suzQeAuYFsa_DXEzQ79mfAdGRK02wCS7ptu3AhskcFqnwDFrHcbfcM5y8fekje-jU02tZl19_fnmdO15vaUXNaRdHstMAWvlx1d2GwbB2rn3i-eCLPjMGgod2iuuQTcp18i_LMWChUQnp49Rdf6Uxdi1I2a8t0xSCznWDE_9U=s4032" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="4032" data-original-width="3024" height="640" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/a/AVvXsEjQNs5-tULcW9suzQeAuYFsa_DXEzQ79mfAdGRK02wCS7ptu3AhskcFqnwDFrHcbfcM5y8fekje-jU02tZl19_fnmdO15vaUXNaRdHstMAWvlx1d2GwbB2rn3i-eCLPjMGgod2iuuQTcp18i_LMWChUQnp49Rdf6Uxdi1I2a8t0xSCznWDE_9U=w480-h640" width="480" /></a></div><p><br /></p>Bir insan aci ve hayal kirikligindan kendini yeniden dogurabiliyorsa,iste ben o yoldayim.Daha cok yolum var.Ne cok tek basima ictim bahcede,ne cok agladim.Kendime guvenimi,inancimi yitirdim,yildim bezdim ve bu yili bitirmek uzereyim.En guvendigim daglara karlar yagdi,karlar erimeye basladi yavas yavas ve daglar o muazzamligini yitirmeye basladi gozumde,kalbimde.Baktim ki ben tek basima bir dagmisim aslinda,uzerime ne serpilse de sapasaglam durabiliyormusum.<p></p><p><br /></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; 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